May 14, 2017
Now, I am 15 years old. I am no longer in that relationship and I haven't been for a while. I no longer self-harm and I'm a lot happier with my life. My freshman year in high school is almost over, and my braces are finally off. Many people around me have changed, so have I. I can honestly say I am not as elky as I used to be. I have gone this entire year without major drama, which is amazing, to say the least. My grades have been A1 (get it, it goes with my name ha!) all year. I've gotten into drawing a lot more, I think I've gotten pretty good. Also, there's this guy that makes me really happy. I've been single all year but out of nowhere he pops up like "hey, hi, how ya doing?" which is funny, but I'm grateful. My mom told me to be patient, and if a guy really likes you, he will come up to you. That is exactly what he did. I never thought it was true until he came along. There are times where it's like, ughhhh what if we don't last and insecurities begin hitting me like Chris Brown punches but he's always there to reassure me that everything is gonna be okay, he's been through a lot just like I have and that makes me feel like I need to be there just as much as he is there for me. I have made new friends, friends that I never suspected that I'd be friends with but I am glad it happened. This was just a catch-up chapter but from tomorrow forward I will just simply be going through and typing what happened, no promises that it will be exciting but it will be something.
Goodnight. XOXO
~Bre Jon'neva
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