MAY 15 2017 2:10AM

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Kids, I never knew people could be so cruel and angry. I think to myself and feel like...Why me god? I Stay up and cut myself the I leak of blood and have a sleeve on my arm. Don't care who see or how they feel. My world has been a living hell and I'm only 15, Oh yeah talking to my diary again. Silly me, I think you guys should know why I feel this way right? Oh by the way, when you read my diary I'm dead already.
The first day of West ridge high,I already knew i wasn't going to fit in but still was happy to met people. I walking in my ribs felt as if they were shaking and everything felt far away and dark, as if ur walking into a dark room, it was scary and nerve damaging and I didn't like it. I walk in sit down in the lunch room and grab breakfast and sit there like was was dead, and 2 min later I eat and some girl comes up to me she told me her name was stef and I thought she was a cool person till she asked if I was a "lesbo". Mind you I have been bullied my whole life, so I just ran out look at myself in the mirror and pulled out a blade. I wanted to cut my throat till I realized where I was and  had to calm down...i instantly knew the teacher didn't like me, it was always "Trish this" and "Trish that" and it was little stuff and I would get in trouble at home and that's the routine everyday and I couldn't take it anymore that now this I how I wanna end my life by writing my goodbye for the people that was there that still shitted on me just like my parent but that for another story

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