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It was a dark night, I sat there on my couch, waiting for the darkness to take me in.

I keep coming back, keep coming back to the darkness.

It scares me so so much.

Everyone has left me, hates me or can't stand me.

A knock at the door distracts me.

I left a sign out days ago that said come in.

Half jokingly, i put it out because I didn't want to be outside.

My jumper twice the size of my body hugs me.

It's warm and it is what is keeping me sane.

I hear the footsteps come closer.

This is where I die.

This is were I can live in someone else's memories.

My hair was all tangled and dirty.

I can't remember the last time I bothered with my appearance.

"Jazzy?"

A whisper come from the doorway.

I don't follow the noise.

The floorboards squeak.

I close my eyes.

The monsters surround me.

They tell me to leave.

"Woah what happened in here?"

She steps over the chair I once loved.

Making her way over to me.

"We need to get you out of here, your choosing to leave this world"

I don't say anything.

It's true.

But she once hated this life.

She once saw monsters like I do.

"We are leaving here going to a pub and getting high or drunk we need to forget about our problems"

This time I look at her.

Her long brown hair, is now tucked behind her ear.

Her face looks as if she is worried.

"Drinking will not solve these problems"

I whisper.

I haven't spoken to anyone for weeks.

No one came to visit me.

I think the only time I moved was to use the bathroom.

She gets me up and drags me to my bedroom.

Then she stops and placed me in the bed.

My body barely helping her.

She turns to the wardrobe and looks for some clothes.

None of my clothes will ever look beautiful on me.

"We are getting you in the shower and getting you dressed up for a night out"

She then drags me to the bathroom and forces me to the shower.

"I will see you when you get out."

I sit in the chair waiting for the water to run.

I somehow gain the power to wash myself and do my hair.

The water is calming yet so piercing.

My soft delicate skin touches the water and instantly starts to look bad.

How did I get this far in life and why am I still here?

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Somehow Aly got me to look decent.

She also got me to the club.

First of all I started off the night with a few drinks.

These drinks kept coming and I could feel myself forgetting about my life.

I danced till I couldn't.

I remember saying goodbye to her as she went to go with her boyfriend somewhere.

I didn't care I had the drinks and a night to forget.

I smiled as my next idea came to mind.

I was going to go swimming.

I couldn't walk and I could barley see but I could do this.

Did I mention I also had a go at drugs? Probably not.

I ran outside.

I made sure I was walking right before continuing.

I looked to my left and saw Aly, she was walking towards me.

I started running over to her, I needed to thank her.

As I tried getting closer to her I found myself on the ground, unable to move.

"Thankyou Aly! "

I screamed out before the world of darkness took over again.

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Hi Jazz here!

So I'm leaving that story there yeah I know not much but my bestie Aly has been an amazing person to me even though I'm not at my best she is gorgeous.

She has helped me with all that I have been going through and she just makes me smile.

I love you Dynamite ❤️

Things will get better I promise xx

Jasmyn x

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