A Writer's Love

   ( dreams )

Him :  You're going home?
Me : yeah
  ( he shrugg and run his fingers into his hair )
  " Umm.. can I take you home? " he asked.  I lift my head and look into his dark color eyes.
   It's been months since the last time he took me home.  But its been months since we never talk and began to treat each other like stranger's,  and that keeps me breaking apart.
   " No.  I mean. I'm with Brandon "
I said and frowned.
" Brandon?  So you two are close now? " he smirked.

   Brandon was his friend.  and I know what he is thinking.  Could he ask first why Im with his friend than looking at me like he's judging me.

   " Yes.  He is a friend. And.."
" Is he courting you? " he shot.. and look at me straightly.
  " No.  I'm with my bestfriend and I guess you knew that Renzo your friend is my bestfriend's boyfriend.   They just ask me out that's why I'm here, and I didn't know that you were here... " 

   "  Avery! "
Before I could turn to see who it was,  an arm clenched into my shoulder. I look up and stare at Brandon's face, half smiling.   " Youre here bud? "  he ask him.
I stare at Him as he nod and look at me then at brandon and back at me.  For the first time, I saw his eyes in mix emotion of guilt, confusion, and lose.

   " chill bro!  Your Girl is not my girlfriend "  Brandon speak.
  " she..  she is not my Girlfriend " He said and looked away.
A pang of pain strikes me, its like I was shot by a gun and the bullet stucks at my heart.  Of course what shall I expect. Hes not my boyfriend.

  " oww!! " brandon mocked.
"Brandon,  I think  I want to go home "  I said.
   " okay " Brandon agreed and drag me slowly by the hand as we trooped towards the parking lot.  I look back at Him and saw him Staring at me and Brandon.

    " will you please stop acting weak? "
  Brandon scoled as I look at him in surprise.  " You know how stupid you are to act that way on his front?  Wake up Avery! Hes just hurting you! " he said Frankly.
I want to cry.. but I not in Brandon's Front.
   " You're wrong " I said under my breath.
   " what? "  Brandon ask in confusion.
  " my Feeling's are hurting me.. Its not him. If I could just.. "
My tears start falling, which makes my sight became blurr.  I feel Brandon enveloped me into his arms.
   If i could just learn how to forget him...