Breaking Raven

chapter 3

(ravens house)

It's been a week already I stopped crying days ago now I just hold snow I let her out but she won't go out so we both sit around and eat and watch movies and be depressing together.

"Why won't you answer me?!! I've done nothing but try to get US through this STOP being so selfish I feel the pain too. I cry too, I die every time he holds her, touches, kiss, even when he fucks her I feel it. BUT NO YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ME! AT ALL!!" I raged to Jade I knew she heard me cause I felt her regret but no! She chose to ignore me when all we have is each other. So now she can think about what she did wrong not me 'cause I did nothing wrong.

I did what I knew was right at the stake of my own heart and if she can't deal with that then I was wrong about her.

Snow licked my hand to get my attention I looked at her and smiled she had her leash in her mouth. Snow and I have a close relationship she is my best friend, I've had her since I was around 6 years-old. I have had her for 9 years without her I'd go crazy.

"Go to school," dad said

Now let me explain why he is here. It's my house not his, how? cause my mom left it in my name and it's fully paid for so it's rightfully mine and mine alone well it is now. But I don't want to be in this pack anymore maybe it's time I left but not now I still need to finish school. It's only eight more days left what is the worst that could happen.

With that being said I go and get cleaned and freshen up and pick out my outfit. that consist of, white skinny jeans, a grey tank top with ruffles on the sleeves and a gold chain hanging around my neck over the v-neck area, with a white flower on it. with some white sandals with a brown base, with some gold leaf earrings lastly a brown purse. So i grab snow and we head to school.

Because I'm an alpha I can basically do whatever I want but I don't always abuse that power. But when I do Snow is always involved so I drive to school with Snow in her seat right beside me. I smiled at her as she poked her head out the window so is so adorable!

"Tell me pretty lies,

Look me in the face,

Tell me that you love me,

Even if it's fake,

'Cause I don't fucking care, at all"

This is my favorite song it's Idfc by Blackbear my mood right now but fuck it I'm strong I got this.

I pulled up to school and when I walked inside everyone stared at me I knew that they would find out so it's not really that surprising how smug their faces where I mean the 'it' girl lost her 'mate' to another girl. Some looked sorry, some looked happy, some just didn't care, I put my headphones in my ears and walked with snow by my side to class. Snow looks like a wolf. She looks like the beta female. Some think she is a wolf that can't shift but if I was being honest I'd love for her to be a she-wolf to but I love her how she is so I don't dwell on the thought for long.

Ben cock's so cold started playing and I almost cried at the emotion that hit me. Snow must have felt it too from my bond with her she got up in a protective stance in front of me and that's how I knew it was him she growled at him as he came closer to me but he stopped when she doesn't leave her stance of attack and when he looked at me I just kept rubbing her praising her for being a good girl and I kissed her head. 

"Can we talk?" he asked me 

"No go away," I said and dismissed him like he was an animal which he is.

"Please?" he begged

"NO!" I growled at him and he looked pained.

"Well fuck him!" jade growled  

He walked away after that. And snow calmed down when she felt he was far enough not to come back she then licked my hand and laid back down watching me. I smiled at her

"Love you Snow," I said smiling at her

She barked in reply and licked me again

"so I'm gonna assume that's a love you too" I said laughing at her as she wags her tail

"Let's go for a run!"  Jade suddenly said

"Sure why not? It's not like you have been ignoring me or anything..." I said as I stood up with Snow hot on my heels I went to the woods and yes I did just walk out of class it's not like the teacher is teaching anything I don't already know I finished school already I only go because I have nothing else to do besides train. I'm already in the top 5 strongest members in the pack so it's not that big a deal to me.

"Mommy mommy where are you!! PLEASE COME OUT!! MOMMY MOMMY" I hear a little boy's voice he sounds around five or six years old.

I start running I don't know why but something said so go to him. As a wolf, I pride myself on listening to my instincts. So I run as fast as I can my heart is beating rapidly in my chest. I felt like I was suffocating like my lungs were going to stop working if I didn't reach him. What's going on? Why do I feel like this? Then I see him I was wrong he looked around three years old he had dirt on him from head to toe with tears streaming down his face as he hiccups in is small hands pleading to the goddess above that he will get his mommy to come back then I look around and I see that I crossed the border into no man's lands. I look around him and all I see is bodies everywhere and he is crunched in front of a woman when is lying dead on the ground curled around his whimpering form.

A gasp escapes me as I stare at him. His eyes look like mine not as in the color but the broken look on his face the same dead soulless eyes that stared back at me for the past week. No child should have that type of look on their face. Children are our future and they are to see the good in the world not see the bad not yet not at such a tender age. I hadn't even noticed I was crying. But I walked towards him slowly leaves crushed under my feet from dried blood as I got closer to him, he whipped his head in my direction than to Snow who had her head down with her tail between her legs as she whined and whined louder.

"Wh-what d-do y-you wan-want?" he stuttered from fear or maybe it was cold.

"Maybe it was because he just cried his eyes out and can't breath" Jade sassed 

"GO TO HIM NOW!! PLEASE!" she growled then whimpered the last part. I didn't need to be told twice I rushed to him and he reared back fast but it was too late I had him in my arms as he struggled but he soon realized that I meant no harm then snow can over and we had him sandwiched between the two of use

"Our pup we have you now sweetie we promise to be here for you and love and protect you," she said 

"What's your name pup?" she asked 

"I-It's Z-Zack" he stuttered

Now in control again I said" well Zack Sweetie I'm Raven and if you would let me be your sister or mommy. If you don't mind of course?"

"But my mommy is g-gone!" he shakes again with tears coming out again.

"I'm not trying to replace your mom I just wish to protect you," I said reassuring him well trying to anyways.

"Why? Would you do that for me?" he asked as he slowly starts to close his eyes fighting sleep.

"Because the goddess heard your calls and sent me now rest my sweet baby," Jade said picking him up we head home.