Best Friends Forever- Jacksepticeye x Depressed! Reader (ON HIATUS)

Chapter 6

"He's an asshole."

"Sean William McLoughlin!"

"Look, (Y/N) I've seen you hurt too many times. I don't think that you should date anyone for right now."

"But he's really cute, Jack. He stood up for me in class!"

"Ya know what? Date him. I don't care anymore, (Y/N). When he hurts you I'll be the one saying 'I told you so'."

He slammed his locker and stormed off.

I looked down, feeling the hot steaming tears running down my face.

I understand that Jack cares about me and that he's just looking out for my well being but... I am my own person. I'm allowed to do what I want to do with MY life. Jack doesn't like me so maybe I'll just go out with mark.

But I don't want to hurt Jack. I feel like I'll lose him if I date Mark.

Ugh. How do I deal with this? Boys are so complicated.

I really do like Mark, and I should do what makes me happy but, I've known jack since 3rd grade. (Or grade 3 or year 3)

I spent the rest of the day in the commons area. Thinking about everything.

I can't just leave one for the other. That's terrible. But I couldn't hide my feelings for Mark much longer either.

"Just tell him how you feel, and then don't date him. You don't want to hurt Jack." I thought to myself.

But then at the that moment I realized something.

Mark makes me happy.

So if I just date Mark and he doesn't hurt me, but I break up with him if I loose feelings, Jack can't say that I was the one who was hurting, it would be Mark. I have made poor decisions in the past and this might be the next one, but my gut is telling me that I will show Jack that I can make my own decisions. I'm my own person.

Plus, marks cute and sweet, what could actually go wrong?