I'm staring at the door as Austin comes into the room. Freaking Austin. I have first period with Austin. How come I didn't see him yesterday. That's also how he knew what folders I needed. Is that why he was talking to me today? Because he saw what happened to me yesterday. Out of fucking pity.
My expression turns hurt and cold at the same time. Austin wink at me as he comes in. I have to stay away from him. I HAVE to.
He walks over to sit beside Elizabeth aka bitchface. I look over at Kay who is looking at me like I'm a freak, well that is because I am a freak but still.
"Are you okay? You just look like you saw someone you despise."
"I don't despise them, it's just that it was Austin Jones. He was talking to me earlier and I think that he was only talking to me out of pity." Her eyes go big.
"Austin talked to you!!" she says shock intertwining her voice. How does she know who Austin is, she hasn't even been here 3 days? Well, she might know him because he is kind of the sex god of this high school.
Nodding my head, I can feel someone's stare burning a hole in the side of my head. I glance over at Austin to see him staring at me.
Turning my attention back to Kay I explain to her all that happened yesterday, and between me and Austin, even though it was really nothing. It's funny how we've only known each other for a little bit, and I trust her more than anyone else in my life.(Which is completely true, Kay is based off a real person and she knows exactly who she is, and just so she knows I love you, Kay. I also trust her more than anyone I've ever known in my life.)
She looks at me wide eyed, her mouth hanging open.
"Are you just going to sit there catching flies all day?" I asked. She quickly closes her mouth, but her eyes are still wider than saucers. A smirk plays onto her lips.
"You like Austin!" She says, a smirk still played onto her lips.
"Doesn't everyone? And also I like him but I can't get together with him, IF there was even a chance that I could. I don't wanna be one of those girls who he uses once it twice. I don't wanna be one of those fucking girls okay. Some people might be but I don't." My voice raising see the end. I get a few stares, especially but Austin and the teacher. I give an apologetic smile and turn my attention back to Kay.
She shakes her head and says, "I know you don't and I don't either, but the truth would you at least go out on a date with him if he asked you? Just to see what it was like."
I force out a sigh knowing she won't drop the subject. Rolling my eyes I reply, "Ok maybe if he asked me I would accept just to see what's it's like, but I won't go out with him long enough to get attached to him. If I do I think we all will know how that will end."
Kay lets out a squeal of excitement, clapping her hands together repeatedly getting us a few glares and confused looks.
Taking a quick glance around the room I realize that all eyes are on us, especially Austins.
*****
The bell rings letting us know that it is time for lunch. I have all my classes with Kay, which makes happy. But I also so far have all my classes with Austin also. I just wanna stay away from him, and if I can't I wanna see how far he'll go with it. If I'm actually worth his time to try and get.
We walk down the hall to my locker, Kay stops with me. We check the lockers beside me. There's nothing in one of them but in the other one is a bunch of makeup, perfume, lotion, and tampons.
I look at the open locker with nothing in it. "Well if they wanted their locker they would've put their stuff on it to make sure no one gets it." I say, sarcastically adding pity in my words and putting on a pouty face.
Kay takes off her backpack off her back, throwing it into the empty, "Their loss, my gain." she says sarcasm dripping off her words.
We head into the cafeteria. When we open the doors the loud noise ruptures the silence between us. I flinch as the noise fills my ears giving me a headache. As we step into the room goosebumps erupt all over my skin. You'd think for a cafeteria it's be warm because first of all the heat from cooking the food would create a warm room temperature. Also from all the talking and hot breath coming from everyone. I rub my arms, realizing that I didn't bring a jacket. You are a fucking idiot Anna. I look down at my legs as I walk toward the lunch line, seeing all the goosebumps all over them.
As we walk further into the cafeteria I can feel eyes on us, mostly me. Why me, it's not like I'm special. I can see Kay look at me then glance behind me. I carefully turn my head to the side to see who's staring at me this time.
Of course. I mean why wouldn't it be Austin. I see Austin staring at me. Like I mean full on staring at me. He's sitting at the popular table. Bitchface beside him and beside her is what I guess is her 'minions'. Seated beside Austin is Finn, his best friend. I see his eyes rake over my body shamelessly. I roll my eyes, turning my attention to food.
After getting food I sit down at an empty table saving a seat for Kay, that's if she wants to sit by me. I push my tray in front of me, placing my head on the table trying to get rid of the headache that started when I stepped into the cafeteria.
I feel someone sit beside me without even looking. I could feel their body heat radiating to me. "Princess, are you cold?"
I grunt as I realize that's it's Austin sitting beside me, not Kay. "What did you do with Kay?" I ask, annoyed.
"Oh nothing really just gave her money to let me sit with you for the day."
Awe!! "Why would you sit with me?" I lie.
"Cause I felt like it." he says. "Also you didn't answer my question. Are you cold?"
"What, no!" I say, scoffing.
"Princess, lying is a sin. First I saw you rubbing your arms coming in here, and second I can see goosebumps on your back where your shirt is raised." With that he grabs something out of his backpack, wrapping it around me. The warm atmosphere of the object surrounds me. Realizing it his jacket. I breath in a breath, catching a whiff of his scent.
I pull his jacket closer to me, pulling up my knees to cover the jacket over my legs.
"Thank you" I say while taking in another sniff of his scent. It smells like his american eagle cologne and something really good. I can't really describe it but it smells good.
"Are you sniffing my jacket?" he says amusement lining his voice.
"No." Yes. "I was sniffing the air to smell the wonderful air around me, your jacket just happens to be taking up most of the air. Not my fault."
"I don't mind." he says "It's okay to smell something that smells like me. Especially if you're a sexy beast like me."
"Remember lying is a sin, especially when you're calling yourself a sexy beast." I say, a smirk full grown playing on my lips.
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Hey guys sorry it's been a while since I updated and I know that I've been doing that a lot lately but I have been really busy with school. I literally have finals next week, but I will TRY to update as soon as possible. Sorry if it's not this week.
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