Weird dreams I've had

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Beware my cringe. I'm not sorry if the cringe is too much then go read something else :P
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Okay so in this dream, it started with me waking up. I woke up in my bed (but I was asleep and still dreaming it's weird I know)

I legit just sat up in bed,  and looked around in my room. After a while I got up, and left my room. I went to the kitchen and poured a glass of water like usual. Nobody was awake, so I decided to go outside. I left the house, and sat out on the porch. (I live on a farm, so there is a lot of land and fields. It's kind of important so keep that in mind.)
I sat on the boards, drinking my water. It was super quiet, except the one thing I could hear was the sound of vehicles on the highway across the fields. My mom came outside and sat in a chair. She started talking to me, and I can remember some of the conversation, so here: "morning mom." "Good morning. Im going to grandmas house, do you want to come?" (Y'all won't understand why this is weird, but it's weird because my grandmother passed away a while ago. Also I can't remember what I said, all I remember is I wound up going with her.)

So we drove there.  When we pulled up in the yard, my mom got out of the vehicle and so did I.  She walked into my grandmother's house (aka wonderland. If you have a grandmother you know exactly what I mean.)  my mom started talking to my grandmother, and just making chitchat how they used too, but nobody was there.  It was so weird but for some reason I didn't say anything. I walked to the back to the hall, and to door that was never there. I opened it, and there was a single bed with a window above it.  The floor was cold. For whatever reason, I got on the floor and looked under the bed.  I pulled out a box out from underneath the bed, and it was full of old photos.  Some were single photos of a person. Some were group photos of people in old dresses and uniforms.  But I didn't recognize any of them. (If you didn't know, your mind can't make up faces that you've never seen before.)

I started hearing a weird buzzing, and left the room to find my mom. I walked out of the hall, and looked in the kitchen. She wasn't there. I looked to my left, into the dining room. I looked and saw a bunch of people I didn't know sitting at the table, eating. One of them was my grandfather, whom I hadn't seen since I was little because he passed away. My grandmother, whom had recently passed was beside him. Them and they were all laughing at something. I was really excited in the dream, and ran to find my mom because I wanted her to see my grandparents too. (Her parents)
I ran out the door, onto the porch, and out the screen door. I stopped directly. The vehicle my mom drove us in was gone. But that's not why I stopped.

I looked at the swing hanging from a tall tree in front of the house.  (I used to swing in  it all the time XD)  there, in the swing, was none other than a really disturbing version of myself , of all people.

                                         (Warning: this gets kinda dark)

Now, this part is confusing, and I still don't understand it. It was like, I realized I was dreaming, but couldn't wake up. I kept asking myself to wake up, because I knew I was dreaming. Whenever I realized I wasn't waking up, I was so scared. I panicked and started running back into the house. I was going to try to get help from my grandparents, but nobody was in the house, and it was all really dark like the lights didn't work or something.  I panicked and froze in the living room. That distorted version of me started coming into the house, and creeping toward me. It had long fingers, and teeth that were sharp. It was whispering awful things to me, and the only thing I could do was watch it come closer. I kept asking myself why I wasn't waking up, and  right as it was in my face I finally woke up. I stared at my ceiling for a while, not able to do anything else.  Once I got my wits about me I read books the rest of the night because I couldn't sleep 😂 the  end.