Dejection (Tsuzuku X OC/ Reader)

Chapter 7- Distressed

* Caution, this chapter contains violence, and rape. If you are sensitive to this topic, please refrain from reading. Remember: This book is fiction. Any act made is fictions. Ryoga isn't a bad person in real life, or Tsuzuku. *

Weeks have gone by since I met Meto. His mother as been very ncie to me. She feeds me, buys me clothes, and makes sure I have all of my hygiene stuff. It's really nice of her to do that for me, considering the circumstances I'm in at the moment. However, I can't help but feel so bad, since I can't pay her back. I do clean around the house for her, and help her buy groceries, but I still don't feel like that's enough to pay her back for everything she's done so far.

Meto as also treated me very well. He's taken me shopping, comes to work with me, sits with me at lunch, talks to me at school, and we even a share room together. I'm pretty happy to have met Meto. I always thought having friends would be just a burden on my broken life, but instead, Meto filled in pieces of my puzzle that I needed. But even with Meto, and his mother standing by my side, my school life didn't change that much.

Tsuzuku is still the same person. Him, and his buddies still do the same things to me everyday. I'm always being gossiped about. My teachers still don't believe me. I have bruises, and dried blood to prove it, but they still don't believe me. The principle ignores me. If anything, I end up getting in trouble if I reported something to him. I thought they wouldn't tolerate bullying this year? Just another lie our principle spit out at the opening ceremony.

Today Meto couldn't come with me to work. He had drum practice late today. Until 1 a.m. tonight. I get off at midnight, so I would be at Meto's house before him tonight. Thankfully, he gave me the keycard, and key to get into his house. If he'd forgotten, I would be out of luck. Having to wait for his mother to stop working to buzz me in the gate, and open the door.

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The store was empty, since it was getting towards closing time. I was the only one working today, so I get to close up the store at midnight. I left from behind the counter, and started to clean up around the store. I put things back in their place, I swept the entire store, mopped, wiped down the counters, and set the alarm.

I grabbed two packs of cigarettes from out of the back of the store. I also grabbed the gift that Hayate got for me. He told me to open it in private, and not when I'm around anyone. Unless it's Meto. He's allowed to see it of course. I grabbed my backpack from the pack, and the store key from my pocket. I turned off all of the lights, and walked out of the store. I locked down the doors, and started to walk towards Meto's place.

His house was a 30 minute walk, which was just great. It's midnight, and their are tons of ally ways on the way to his house. Which makes the walk creepier for me. I mean usually I would walk 5 minutes to my house at midnight, and it wouldn't be as bad. But since this walk is longer, it's kind of scaring me.

As I was walking, I started hearing footsteps. I started to walk faster, but then the footsteps got faster. Someone was following me, and I knew it. I started to run as fast as I could. The person started to run too. I couldn't run that fast, since I had my backpack on. He started coming closer, and closer, until he grabbed me. He threw me over his shoulders, and headed towards my usual ally way.

He dropped me down on the ground, and took my book bag off. I was trying to push him off of me with my arms, but he held them down. He started to strip off my pants, and I kicked him his face, knocking off his hoodie. He turned to me, and slapped me in my face. I looked at the guy attacking me in the face, and it was Ryoga.

I was in complete shock. I couldn't even fight my battle anymore. I was frightened by him right now. In school, Ryoga would beat me badly, just as bad as Tsuzuku did. But he even touched me in places where I didn't want to be touched. Was this his motive? To rape me? But Why? Tears were streaming my eyes, as he stripped off my last article of clothing.

Ryoga didn't seem to care that I saw his face. He didn't even put back on his hoodie. He kept it off. Instead, he unbuckled his pants, and unzipped his zipper. Thinking about everything that is going to happen to makes me sick. I thought life was getting better, but now I feel like I just want to die.

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I started to walk back to Meto's home. Feeling disgusted with myself. Ryoga finished his actions towards me, leaving me dirty, and gross on the dirt ground. Luckily, I was almost at Meto's house. I can see it from where I'm at actually. I just want to wash this filth off of me, and go to bed. I can't handle having such disgraceful fluids dripping down my stomach. Luckily, I put my clothes back on, so it just looks like I fell on the ground.

I scanned the key card, and saw the black gate open in front of me. I ran straight to the door, and unlocked it. When I opened the door, the house was quiet. She's probably asleep, and Meto isn't home yet. I slipped off my shoes, and placed them on the shoe rack. I ran upstairs, and headed straight for the bathroom.

I stripped out of my clothes, and looked at my body in the mirror. Bruises covered my body, and legs. Dried semen was littered onto my body. Dirt, and mud covered my hair. Scratches on my face. I was disgusted with myself more than ever before. I turned around, and just turned on the shower.

I immediately jumped in the shower, and started to wash my body off with body soap. I scrubbed my body, until my skin turned red. I washed my hair, until I felt like it was decent again. I even washed my body a second time to make sure everything was off. The water hitting the bruises, and scratches hurt. But I didn't care.

After my shower, I put on some pajamas, and went straight into Meto's room. I didn't even decide to read a book today. I immediately turned off the lights, and crawled into my bed. Ruana-chan was laying in the bed, so I decided to cuddle up with her, since I don't have Meto to comfort me. However, I just can't tell Meto was happened. Who knows what'll happen if I tell him. I can't tell anyone actually. This is just between me, myself, and I.

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Tsuzuku's P.O.V

I think. . . I need to stop what I'm doing. I need to stop messing with Akane. Why? Well with thinking, I never even understood my motive. I just did it, since nobody else liked her. It got people to respect me more. But it this the respect I want?