Always Admiring ( G.D ) *COMPLETED*

Entry #11

March 24, 2017
(Friday)

Dear Diary,

LONG TIME NO SEE MY DEAR FRIEND

I was at a bad state when I last wrote here

I self harm often .... it's not an easy thing to go through

But life's not easy and this is my way of dealing with it I guess

My family hates me

I have no friends

I have no ambitions

I want to become an artist but that's setting myself up for failure

I just want to be part of something and have someone care

Someone like Grayson but he's too good

Too good for anyone like me and I know that now

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