I'll make you forget

Peter's P.O.V

One month has past since my heart was shattered. It was one week since Tony finally confessed to Steve that he loved him. It's been three days since they got together, two days since they went public, and six hours since I tried to let Tony go. Currently I'm sitting in the Avengers tower waiting for the team meeting to start, in my full gear. The whole Spider-man get up, honestly I'm glad. If not for the mask I would break down in front of Tony and Steve. I wouldn't be able to hide the pain and humiliation I feel. I wouldn't be able to contain the ugly jealousy and hatred inside that I hold for Cap. And I mean that's ridiculous because who the ever-loving-hell would hate Captain America! I kind of hate myself because I can't find any flaw with Cap to nurture or found my hatred for him, besides the fact that he has and always has had Tony Stark's heart and attention. Everyone filed in to the meeting area in different ways Cap came after me and Tony was right behind him. Banner then following with Black Widow, Bucky, and Vision. Now we were only missing Clint, Logan, Wanda, Sam and Scott. Sam and Scott tumbled through the door a little after Vision. We waited a whole ten minuets before Clint fell through the vents and Wanda walked through the door. Steve and Tony decided to start the meeting without Logan. "Ahem!" Tony cleared his throat, "As all of you know, I and Steve have finally gotten together."

Everybody nodded their heads and Steve continued, "Yeah, so we have decided we want to get married.......and adopt a child!" Steve said with a huge smile. The room burst with cheery voices and luaghs. Everyones mouths spewing congratulations and questions about the wedding and adoption date. I said a quiet congrats and snuck out of the room to go out onto the balcony. I laid down on one of the lawn chairs and closed my eyes. The fire place outside was glowing bright and warm. Tony and Steve are getting married and starting a family. They were moving forward with their love, while I was still trying to pick up pieces of my shattered heart. I could see Tony, Steve and some lucky kid playing on the beach together happy. There was a time where I thought I could see me and Tony like that.

Flash Back Two months ago

I walked into Tony's lab to see how he was doing, him and Cap had a disagreement earlier and it didn't end so well. Tony looked up from the machinery he was working on and gave me a half smile.

"Hey Stark! You doing okay?"

"I'm fine kid, what are you doing down here?"

"I just came to see if you needed a hug?"

Tony stared at me for a while, them he opened his arms wide, "Yeah why not Parker?" Tony eyes crinkled and a wide smile broke out on his face. I walked into his open welcoming arms, his warmth washed over me and I sunk into his embrace. "Parker you always know how to cheer me up you little bug, thanks, I really needed a hug." He squeezed me tight then released me.

"No problem Tony, i'm always here for you." I smiled then made my way up stairs.

Present P.O.V Clint

I followed Petrer out of the meeting area onto the balcony, I stood at the door for a while then walked over to him. "Hey Parker why aren't you celebrating like the rest of the team?" I knew why he wasn't celebrating, just like I knew why he has had that permanent scowl and depressed air around him for a month now. I plopped down onto his stomach and he jerked up and we flipped over.

He looked up at me quickly and stuttered out, "W-What do you mean?" He was sitting on my stomach and his hands were placed on my chest.

"I mean, why have you been walking around for months looking like a kicked puppy?" I said leveling my eyes with his masked face. I hate when he wears his mask, I can't see his big brown doe eyes, or the faint freckles that shade his cheeks and nose. I can't see his unruly hair or luscious pink lips. Most of all I couldn't see the flicker of emotions that always went across his face when caught off guard. Peter started to get off of me when I grabbed his hips and held him down.