I Love You

I'm Sorry

Everything happened so fast

A big diesel came and hit her car and Analise had died instantly from the impact and flew from the driver windshield

Daniel ran as fast as he could and went to her body crying

"NO NO NO Analise No dont do this! Dont leave me please be alive " he shouted and when he reached her body he felt there was no pulse

"No no no please you cant leave me" he sobbed while holding her

The faint sound of the paramedics and peoples screams were all that he heard but he wasnt focused on it he could not believe that his analise was dead

"Im so so soo sorry im sorry im really sorry" he kept whispering to her

A hand reached out and grabbed his shoulder

"Sir we need you to move so we can get her body" the paramedic says and Daniel looks up and nods

"Im so sorry " he whispers and as he was about to get up he spots a letter and in the front of it was his name

In bolded words and in Analises handwriting

He reached for it and took it in his hands

And started to read it

Dear Daniel
        
           If you are reading this letter then it means that I didnt have the courage to say this to your face and that your parents were right and you have moved on. I am sorry it took 4 months for me to realise that I still love you with my whole heart. I was just angry at the world and I hated that we fought alot and I thought you would be better off without me and it barely took me to realize that I wouldn't be better off with out you til our oh so kindly neighbor watered me with a water hose and made me realize that I need to never forget our baby but to move on and she made me realize that I need you. This whole time I thought you didnt need me but I need you Daniel. After I came to realization I cleaned the house went grocery shopping and I realized you were missing still you have not been with me and so I packed a bag and rushed to your parents house and that is when they delivered the bad news to me. It was like getting the air knocked out of my chest. I couldnt think I just knew that I had to get away. Away from your parents that is. After I drove off crying I thought alot. I thought about our last date we evee had when we were actually happy  the first time you told me you loved me or when you proposed to me and when you told me your vows and how you said I do I think that was the best day of my whole existence. Thank you Daniel. Thank you for giving me these treasured memories that I will forever be greatful for and I want you to know that if it is true and you have moved on I will except that because the truth is that I love you with all my heart and you being in my life is what i want even if it means as a friend again.

                               I love you
                            Analise ortiz