I will do it. I can't stand another a day of watching him with another girl. Or of my parent's not caring about me. Or of my brother not helping me in any of this. I can't stand this uncaring world. I know I'll probably be damned to hell if I commit suicide. But anything is better than this.
I wonder how to do it. A knife to the wrist? It will be bloody, and I don't want to go like that.
Jumping? That will be painful, but fitting. Breaking every bone in my body to match my broken heart.
Decisions, decisions...

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