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They finished using me and left me helpless on the bed. Yeah they were kind enough untie me, but still. Is there no one I can trust in this band? Jimin was one of those who said he'd protect me, yet look what he did. And I never thought H-Hobi would do such things to me. After I'm done procrastinating life, I get up and leave as well. I'm stumbling as I walk the corridors of the hotel. My ass hurts, the buttons on my shirt aren't done well. I literally look and feel like a zombie. At this very moment, my brain isn't in control.

Lazily, I drag my feet across the carpeted floor to reach the room I share with Jungkook.

"Hyung, where have you been? I've been worried." Jungkook asks. I don't reply as I fall face first onto my bed and look emotionless in whatever direction my head is facing. "Did something happen?" He asks once more and sits down on my bed. I feel a pair of hands on my back and I flinch, curling into a ball. "W-Who hurt you?" He continues as he removes his hands from my back. I want to answer him, but there's no words left to speak. 

"I'll go get Jin-Hyung." Jungkook says as he storms off to find Jin. When I'm alone again, I walk to the bathroom and undo the buttons of my shirt to view red scratch marks and loads of hickeys. There's hickeys on my collarbones, there's hickeys on my neck. They're everywhere. Fuck it, they're all over my chest and my abs. I touch a few of them. Even though they look impressively good on my pale skin, I wish they weren't there.

"Jungkookie told me to com-..." Jin stops suddenly as he sees my reflection in the mirror. I don't care anymore. I don't care that he sees me. "What happened to you?"

"I was raped again okay? Now leave me the fuck alone and stop asking so many fucking questions!" I exclaim and turn around and stare at him. He walks over to me and caress my chest. I flinch again, but try to keep calm. 

"Seriously, who hurt you like this?" Jin continues, touching my chest gently. I just broke down. He embraces me and I cry in the crook of his neck. How am I supposed to tell him that it was Jimin and Hobi? 

"Jin-hyung, why don't all of us go outside and explore Vienna?" Jungkook asks in an attempt to change the subject.

"That was actually the plan. That's why I need Yoongi to get dressed." Jin answers as he breaks our embrace. I wipe my tears and nod, walking to my dresser. I change clothing  and walk over to where Jin is waiting for me. We come downstairs and Jin looks at everyone. "Namjoon and I thought it would be a good idea if we went exploring Vienna. So to not make anyone recognise us, we've split into groups. Jungkook and Taehyung, me and Namjoon, and then Hobi, Jimin and Yoongi."

"Yay." Jimin cheers. "We are gonna be exploration buddies." Hoseok laughs at Jimin's childlike remark and I fake a smile.

"I've gotta use the bathroom first though. Could you two wait for me?" Hoseok asks and fake holds above his bladder.

"Sure." Jimin turns to look at the other guys, but they have left. "You don't have to pretend longer, Hobi." Jimin says and has an evil looking smirk plastered on his face.

TO BE CONTINUED


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