Chapter 8

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Let's just start with this... I don't belong here. No one accepts me for me. Everyone hates me.  There is too much drama in this world. I screw everything up and when I try to fix it I fail, every single time. It seems that I'm not needed by anyone or that I'm not loved. But in truth, I just want to be left alone or even dead so that I can't get hurt by anyone and not screw up everyone's life.

 But in truth, I just want to be left alone or even dead so that I can't get hurt by anyone and not screw up everyone's life

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Whenever I see friends in pain, I try to help. When I try to help I get pushed away then called out for supposedly not being there for them. I hate fake people. For once in my life, I thought that I actually had friends. Friends who cared. Once again, I've been fooled by an illusion created by both mind and heart.

 Once again, I've been fooled by an illusion created by both mind and heart

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I hate being hurt.  So, for now, I'm going to try my best to stay away from society due to all the chaos and drama that I don't have time for.

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