scarlet pov
learning the truth isnt always beneficial for you and in my case it might turn out as a fatal mistake.All school long i had not been able to do anything ,i wasnt able to focus on anything taught in class as the last night had haunted my thoughts,restraining me form letting it go. Among any other event of yesterday the dream was the one which disturbed me the most.As she had said it was oblivion,a dark place with nothing.it felt so real yet due to which it was horrifying . I was stranded in a dark void of nothing alone with my memories and thoughts .
When i opened my eyes in it i found myself running an endless road which striped me of many of my memories ,making me see the unspoken harsh truth one after an other ..making me relive my most devastating past.somehow i would fall in my steps and end in to an old memory as a living ghost.Once i fell in to a dark tunnel and came back ,11 years ago....the death of my mother.i was back in my room ,filled with glowing stars and fairy lights illuminating the room and giving it that old magical feel.my mom decorated it with me . It felt amazing when she would raise me high in the sky to stick the stars. That night like any other ,we talked for hours about the stars and other magical things till i slept in her arms feeling the love and warmth that she gave.it was to painful to relive it ,i loved her and no matter what ,even being here as a ghost i can do anything to save her.I loved her soft hands which i used to fiddle with till i would sleep ,i loved that warming soft touch of her smooth lips on my forehead that wipes all the fear i had .I loved to hear her sweet words which used to mean the world to me when she said ,"sweet dreams my lil scar"with her soft and delicate voice.
Little did i know then that it actually might be the last time to hear them.that this actually would be the last time i felt her smooth velvety touch.the next morning when i woke up and found my mother beside me ,it was the best thing .i instantly threw my hands around her but....i didnt feel her usual warmth and she didnt get up and hug me back .Like the innocent child i was i just slept there hugging her till my dad came and found her .It was all too hard to live with but what i saw now changed a lot.before her death at night she spoke to me ,who was sleeping obliviously next to her."I hope u understand ,lil scar.this is all for u ,ur father and ur brother.i dont want u to know of my mistakes but i do wish that if you do then you understand me....*sobbing *...i really wish u dont fall in my steps" those words left me speechless .i closed my eyes shut to keep myself from falling in to that sorrow again and wished for it to be over.
Once it was over i opened my eyes and found myself alone in the room alone ,its was sad and lonely with the blood stains of my mother still on the bedsheets and every thing was covered in dust as we locked the room and left the house soon after the mourning. The room had a weird mist there but not that it mattered.Then i heard her from the far corner of the room. It was as if she had been there the whole time ,standing and watching it all happen."who are you?'i screamed at her with tears pouring out of my red puffy eyes."what do you even want from me,why ....why ...why is it just me ...why is it my loved ones ?thats what you wanted to show me right.......that it is all related.....that what happened tonight had something to do with what happened in my apartment?...huh" i shouted at her with all my pain and heartache but either she was made of stone or she didn't have a heart ,she didn't response.she kept that stupid smirk on her face as if all this was a game.I yelled at her of smoke started forming around me and i could feel the heat and power inside it but it didn't matter to me. Apparently she didn't like the sight of it.she started screaming something but it was lost in the hurricane bring around me,fast winds cutting her words before they could reach me.
What ever it was it didn't hurt me ,i could feel the fast winds tingling my skin that would have caused me to giggle in any other time.on the other hand that women seemed worried about it ,This was actually the first time i had seen her smirk dissolve away.She ran forward through the mist as if wasn't anything at all and touched my forehead with two of her glowing red fingers,while reading something in her mouth. A symbol started glowing on me and it absorbed all the winds and mist around me and left me standing in the middle of the room.
*sorry that i havent updated in a while.i actually have no excuse but dont worry it wont happen again . I really should write more should not i.well ill try ,hope u like this story and comment , vote and enjoy!!!*
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Fantasyscarlet gray had lived an simple normal but it was never enough for her .She thought ,NO SHE KNEW there was more then just this.She had it ; all aims and dreams and loved one ,one of which recently passed away creating a hole in her heart ,but there...
