hola my lovelies!!!! ok so lately ive been feeling pretty shitty. I was getting ready all week for school and other things and everytime I put on a necklace or something I just looked at myself in the mirrior and burst into tears. like why cant I be pretty? why cant I just be loved at least for one day, one fucking day that's all I really want. but no, im not meant to be pretty, or loved. im meant to be ugly, fat, and unloved for all eternity. you can tell me other wise but I wont give two fucking shits what you say, because I personally wont believe a fucking word you say. ill thank you and cry. that's just how I work, if you don't like it keep your damn mouth shut ok?? good.