So for the past week or so I’ve been so alone. It’s like no one wants to talk to me, like I’m just a soul walking in the shadows that no one cares about, who just wants to freaking die already and stop being hurt. I miss being happy, confident, important, and most importantly LOVED. What’s wrong with me?? Why does everyone hate me so much I never did anything, I’m just the quiet kid in the back of the classroom trying to stay strong and live through life as best she can. The only reason I wake up every morning is because I know there is only one person who will always love me, and that’s God. He’s the only who has all the answers, and I want them. Why does he keep putting me thru hell??? I’ve always been good, I haven’t done anything wrong to deserve this much pain. I just want to be how I was; I want my life to be how it was. I was loved by everyone, athletic, beautiful, and carefree. Now I’m just a freak, and everyone knows it. The only thing I want to know is why doesn’t anyone love me anymore??? Why am I such a fuck up?? Why is everyone disappointed in me, I’m a great person? No one ever notices it.
