I'm sorry I was supposed to update today but I'm just not having a good day. One of my best friends told me she could never talk to me ever again because I was swearing and her parents rules are she can't talk to anyone that swears. I have strep throat. It's hot as hell in Massachusetts. I had marching band practice where I had to walk 12 miles in 97 degree weather to practice for a parade. I dropped my last reed and my mouthpiece of my saxophone into a water fountain. I had 3 anxiety attacks today. I haven't been depressed in a long time but for some fucking reason it's coming back. I just remembered Im getting older which is giving me more anxiety (I have Gerascophobia which is the fear of growing up). Pretty much all my friends are ignoring me because apparently I'm being a bitch which I don't even understand because that's just my personality I am mean and sassy and sarcastic it's just who I am if you didn't want me to be like that to you, you shouldn't have become my friend you idiot. And also why are you just realizing that now I have always been like that so why do you decide to ignore me now. Like Bro what the hell. Also I haven't eaten in 10 hours. It has just been all together a HORRIBLE day for Me
Sorry for the rant but sometimes it makes me feel better to write everything that's gone wrong today and get everything out of My mind
I'll try to update on Friday
I'm sorry and I bless you with this picture of Gerard Way
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