HOMECHILDREN - THE NEW GENERATION [by a true story]

day one - 30.08.3016: A great turmoil!

The whole world is unjust to tell everyone and no one believes it? Well this is also incredible and yet it is true! It all started from about four months ago "I can not stand it anymore" I say one day. My mobile phone was taken off in the evening I haue off! Three nights and three days pass the world is fine. But then: Chaos comes back! With little desire to go back I had to have an endlessly long conversation about jugent assistance measures and the same three times! "Ok you do it already, I believe in me!" Over 2 months I've talked everything beautifully only then with success but then increasingly I became again unhappy ... The height? The furniture tells lies! The hell? "Yes, definitely !!!" I WOULD NOT LIKE TO GET INTO THE HOLE FOR ..., because you can call it ... hardly freaks with almost 17! You can not see his friends because they live too far away. So well everything should go wrong for me, this is probably my fate but I stand against it! "I'll be strong!" I always thought. "I want to get out of here!" "I want to leave here!" No matter what I say I can not go! I promised, but at what price? I turn around and do not get any further. "I can not anymore!" Says my body, "I must go away" is my thought! Lies, intrigues, denials, dissatisfaction, that does not want to live but I must! If I have a promised beche it is not so bad but I will not break the promise but if I do not break it soon, I will break, under the last one you are towering like a crane! My I do not say anything anymore, my head is messed up just my feelings about me. I swim in silent, invisible tears, which are supposed to say how bad a person can go. "I DO NOT KNOW HOW I HAVE IT HERE, MAMA!" Please, let me break the promise that I should be better!

MfG: YOU