Day 18
These feelings disgust me. He made me this way. He made me love him. Last night I dreamt a dream.
It involved Ralph.
I've never had a dream like this before. I woke up; a scream on my lips. I ran into the woods trying to rid my mind of the blissful, horrifying dream. The woods didn't help. I could still feel his hands. I could hear my name on his lips.
I threw up because of it.
The dream terrifies me. I dreamt about us. Together. Physically. God I can't even bring myself to say what actions took place. They were sinful is all I can say.
I don't want to be like this. I hate this. I hate me.
I hate him.
Jack Merridew
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AN: Omg. Hi! It's been forever since I updated this 🙃 I am so sorry. Life kinda kicked my ass and I forgot about this. Whelp, here are 3 new chapters!
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Deliverance (boyxboy) LOTF
FanfictionJack gets into a plane crash. He survives along with some other boys. Namely one boy: Ralph. Jack begins to experience things he's never felt before. Will he learn to accept his feelings, or will he push them away to the point of no return? - - - (j...
