Daily Journal

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Sofia woke up at nine am as usual. Her sister had come home from being in Huston with her best friend for two days. Sofia was so happy to see her again. However she was SUPER tired and went back into her dreams. Dreaming of becoming a professional manga artist, Living with her future wife. Also magic and dragons of course.

She eventually woke up at eleven am, so late for her!! She was so disappointed in herself for sleeping in. She stayed in bed for a while, checking social media on her phone, until she couldnt handle the pain in her stomach telling her she needs to eat. She finally got out of bed at one pm. Ate chicken nuggets and drank water, she had just started drinking more water recently!! Proud of herself for becoming for healthy, even losing weight! And her acne had gotten better. Though, she hadnt really had much in the first place.

After eating she went back into her room, she was in there most of the time, all day basically. For the entire summer. Except last Tuesday when she went with her girlfriend's family to sixflags.

So she went Into her room, got her art stuff spread out on her bed, and started drawing! She didn't think she was that bad an artist. She actually thought she was pretty good!! An average manga artist. She was also watching some YouTube videos while drawing, her phone up against her head board.

Later, at about three pm, her dad walked in and told her to clean her room, there were a lot of empty water bottles on the floor. So she got up, took out the trash and recycle and got back in bed to continue drawing.

Her dad came in her room again saying he made hot dogs, she happily got out of bed and went to eat some! She ate like five!!! And she was even still a bit hungry after that!!! But she left the last ones for her little sister, Naomi, to eat. She was brushing her hair after showering, which was super long so it was taking her a while.

Sofia went back to her room. Drew for a while, thinking. Where she was now. She has a girlfriend, a few friends. They were online friends, like brothers to her. She then thought about the friends she used to have at school. They got along so well they thought theyd always be friends. But then, they stopped talking. Eventually the one that was the closest started saying she was annoying and so stupid. Her heart ached just thinking about it. She knew how bothersome she was. And that friendships never last forever.. she was scared to lose the ones she had now. She stopped drawing and just layed her head down. Thinking more. Trying to calm down. She wasn't crying or anything, her heart just felt like it was squeesing itself. It hurt. She got on social media to look at funny things and feel better.

At about six pm her dad walked in again, telling her to walk the dog. They have this husky, her name is Luna. Sofia sighed and told her dad she would. So she got dressed and took the dog out. Sofia didn't really like going outside, because other people were outside, and she was scared of being seen by them. Even scared of passing cars seeing her. She'd feel better if someone was with her, but her older sister wasn't feeling well. Neither was her mother. And her little sister cant go outside cause she's too young.

So Sofia just awkwardly walked around the neighborhood. Running with the dog, trying her best to avoid having to walk by people or being seen by them. At some point Luna pooped and STEPPED IN IT!!! So once she got home she was told to keep walking to get the poop off her paws as much as possible, so she walked more, saw a cat, chased it with Luna. had to hold her back from other dogs while awkwardly walking by a little middle schooler looking kid playing basketball, who stopped and got on his phone, also trying not to be awkward.

Once they finally got home Sofia cleaned of the dog's paw, drank two bottles of cold water, and went back into her room. Just laying there. Texting her friend kandy asking what she wanted for her birthday. Her party was on Saturday. She is working on drawing her something. Hoping she'll like it. Then told her girlfriend good night, and went into the world of dreams.