Temporary Feelings

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Going to Manila again tomorrooowww.. I'm so damn tired...

Anyways.. Is it true that Uncle Simon actually paid 1.5 million dollars to the US One Direction?!? They are not worth it! Damnit. -_____- They are sooo unknown. I didn't even know they existed. NObody did.

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*Park*

"I think I'm gonna be sick" Niall looks like he's about to throw up.

"Niall. You should drink some warm water. Wait. I'm gonna get some at the back" I quickly went at the back of the car and saw Zayn smoking. I rolled my eyes and opened the back of the car. The smoke from Zayn's cigerette passed through my nose and mouth and I started coughing. 

"You need to stop smoking Zayn. It's bad for you. That might be the cause of your death ya know" I told him, getting Niall's little green thermos with four leaf clovers designed in it.

"Why? You're gonna miss me when I die, don't yah" He smirked, throwing his cigerette in the floor and he stepped on it. 

"Many people will miss you Zayn and yes. I'm one of those. But, I think your the one who will miss me." I closed the back door of the van and walked straight to Nialler when Zayn held my wrist.

"What do you mean, I'LL BE THE ONE MISSING YOU?!?" He raised his right eyebrow. I stood up confidently and started talking.

"Even though I tell you the reason why Zayn, I doubt you will still smoke." 

As I turn my back on him, he held my wrist again.

"Tell me why." He said seriously. His eyes were focused in mine, which was absolutely weird / awkward and kinda scary to be honest. He had a tight grip on my wrist so I couldn't let go even how many times I tried to. 

"Urgh. The smoke from your cigerette damages the lungs of the people around you, which is ours, even more than it damages the smoker, which is yours. So, basically, we are the ones who can get lung cancer easily. NOt YOUU.. And, if you put that that way, you sound kinda selfish. No offense." 

I turned my back at him and suddenly heard him whispering. I didn't mind it so I continued walking towards Niall.

(A/N: tantananannnnnnn.... 

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YOUR MOST AWAITED POV.)

ZAYN'S POV

Heyy.. 'vas Happenin? I dunno why Ms. Author's very late in giving me my own POV. Maybe she's mad at me or something. Maybe okay? But, I hope not. :D

Well, yah. I guess you already know almost everything about me. About me being vain and stuff. 

And you're actually wondering why I like to tease Jessie all the time. That's just simple. I sorta like her as a friend. Take note of the "SORTA LIKE". I actually don't know why, how or when. After I broke up with Tanna, my heart just.... shattered into million pieces. When Jessie and I got sorta close, she made me forget all about Tanna. 

Who wouldn't like Jessie? She's simply gorgeous. She has shiny brunette hair with big curls at the end. She has shiny black eyes. Perfect lips and amazing body shape. Her height is just right for a 17 year old. She's so nice to everyone -- except me. I know she hates me but I don't know why I find it attractive. 

My feelings for her is just temporary. I don't like to be hooked up with her though. My hobby is flirting with different girls in different times and places and smoking. And teasing Jessie. 

When we were in the car, I was feeling sleepy so I leaned my head on the window. The road had a big bump on it so when the car passed through it, my head kinda... fell into Jessie's shoulder which was totally embarassing. So, I just made them look like I was sleeping and had no idea I'm on Jessie's shoulders.

I heard Harry said "I wouldn't do that if I were you" which made me kinda smile cuz Jessie did what Harry said.Sucker. Hahahaha. I dunno why but, the smile just came out from nowhere. I really hope they didn't saw that. Jessie smelled like strawberry. Which was totally girly. So not like her.

"Many people will miss you Zayn and yes. I'm one of those. But, I think your the one who will miss me." she told me. I don't get it.

"What do you mean, I'LL BE THE ONE MISSING YOU?!?"  I'm curious! Okay? I'll be the one missing her? What does she mean by that?!

 "Even though I tell you the reason why Zayn, I doubt you will still smoke." I hate it when she says that!! >:/ Smoking is addicting. OKay?? I tried to stop but. It's really hard. But, I'd really stop smoking for my future girlfriend. I'd do anything for her. I can even do the most impossible things for her.

"Tell me why." I said seriously and full of curiosity. I'm not joking. I knew she was gonna turn her back on me again so I held her wrist. Tightly gripped so she cannot escape.

"Urgh. The smoke from your cigerette damages the lungs of the people around you, which is ours, even more than it damages the smoker, which is yours. So, basically, we are the ones who can get lung cancer easily. NOt YOUU.. And, if you put that that way, you sound kinda selfish. No offense." 

"i love it when you're being intelligent and all." wait. did I just say that out loud?!? URGHH!! I hope she didn't hear it. I hope she didn't hear it.

And, there. She already went to where Niall is. Sometimes, I'm so jealous of Niall. He gets all the attention from Jessie. Well, all of us gets her attention but.. Niall's attention is more.. special. I don't know. Sometimes, i want to be serious with her but whenever I'm already with her, the words that come out of my mouth are jokes. 

But, why am I jealous!??? 

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