Stole My Heart(One Direction FanFic)

Story Behind All These Confusions

Okay. Okay. I'm gonna write Author's notes from now on. I don't know. I just feel like writing it so I could like.. "Indirectly" talk to you people. I don't even know if you people read author's notes but, my advice? Read them. It might be important. So basically, I know my story STINKS but, sometimes, I'm running out of ideas and that makes me write Zayn's POVs "gayish". I'm a girl! I don't know what boys really feel or tell themselves. So, please don't hate me. haha.  

JESSIE'S POV

We all fell silent with looking at Zayn. Here comes the awkward silence again. I coughed breaking the silence and said "OMG. I'm so happy for you Zayn!!" while hugging him. He hugged me back, honestly, and I broke way from our hug. I looked at Liam who was also looking at me in surprise. I mouthed "what?" and then he shooked his head. 

'So. Zayn, .. you and Tanna are.. on again?" Jen raised her eyebrow, waiting for an answer from Zayn.

"Um.. I think so. She came to me. She just said that she wants me back"

"YES Zayn. If she came back to you, it means you're officially on again!" I grinned. "Aww. I'm so happy for you Zaynie" I joked, which makes me sound like a kid. Weiirrdd. That's me. Weirdo Weirdo, clumsy, brown headed weirdo.

"And you're all cool with it?" Zayn asked, sliding his hands in his pockets. I nodded. I think we're all cool with it. I have no problem with Tanna. I've known her for only 5 weeks since Zayn and her already broke up but, she was also nice to me, considering I'm ALSO a friend of Zayn's. I just hope she's still the same Tanna I used to know. 

"Let's urm.. go inside and check Tanna out, should we?" I said, breaking the awkward silence, Niall came near me and whispered "Well that was awkward, wasn't it?". His warm breath gave me the shivers. His breath smelled minty. I've actually been thinking... sometimes I do act like Niall's my "little brother" but to be honest, he's not that "little" anymore. With his hair up like a quiff, and his perfectly sculpted abs, I'm beginning to think he's finally getting into this puberty thing. Maybe I'm just being carried away by his eating habits. I mean, COME ON. Only 5 year old eat as messy and many like NIall AND is in love with chickens. But seriously, how come he never gets fat? I have to admit, I'm REALLY jealous of him. I only eat a plateful of spaghetti and I already get a bloated stomach,

"Hey Jess. Are you coming or what?" Jen asked from the cabin door. I snapped of it and started walking. I reached the cabin and shut the door. It's really warm and cozy in here. How come Zayn never told me that his family has a cabin? Oh yeah. Cuz we always argue about nothing.

I looked around the cabin. Paintings all over the wall. Animal heads too. The fireplace was nice and warm (obviously). I saw Tanna sitting  in the sofa with Zayn's arm all over her. Aww. How sweet. They're so perfect for each other. I don't know why they actually broke up in the first place. I mean, Zayn loves Tanna so much and I can see that Tanna loves Zayn so much too. I just don't get why relationships and love can be so complicated. Maybe it's because I never got into a relationship before. But, I don't mind. I'm perfectly happy to be single. PLUS I know boys don't want me since I'm the "hard to get" type of girl. And obviously, boys want the "easy to get" type so that they won't do anymore hard work. We girls are so complicated, I know, but it's for our own good anyway. We don't want to be "used". 

"Hey Jessie!!" a sweet, warm voice was squealing in the sofa. I snapped out of it and realized that it was Tanna. Oh how I missed her.

"Oh, Hi Tanna" she stood up, giving me a warm hug. That scent. She still use the perfume I've given her. It's "Pink Diamond" by Cher Lloyd. Tanna and I are HUGE Brats. 

"I've missed you Tanna! And I reckon that it's Pink Diamond you're using?" I raised my eyebrow at her, grinning. "Yep" she answered popping the "p". It's not that she's filthy rich or anythin but, to be honest, Pink Diamond is just cheap. It's like more or less 50 pounds.

"Awww. So, where'd you been this past few months? I've really missed you." I said.

Tanna is the most perfect girl I met, aside from my mum and Jen of course. She's blonde / brunette like Niall but Tanna's hair colour is natural. It's really odd but cool at the same time. She has this perfect brown eyes, her eyelashes and eyebrows are simply perfect. Fair skin, fit body. She's a godess for god's sake. She's also tall. She's actually a part time model in Gloucester if I'm not mistaken. 

"OMG. I'll tell you everything in my room. Come on." she grabbed my arm and proceeded to "her" room straight ahead. 

"Oh. Wait. How about Zayn?" I asked her, but I was looking at Zayn who was seating alone in the sofa. Why weren't the boys talking to him? Oh right. Cuz Harry and Jen are having their "alone" time in the corner of the room. Jen was cornered by Harry, who seems to be enjoying my crazy best friend's presence cuz she;s blushing like mental. I'm just soo happy for those two love-birds. And Niall, Louis and Liam's watching Toy Story in the living room. Liam's grinning like a crazy crap (in a good way) while Lou and Niall's frowning, obviously not wanting to watch that movie. I'm not gonna blame them. Liam watches Toy Story for like, 2 times a week.

"He said it's fine" Tanna blurted out. Guess I've been talking to myself again and that makes me miss their conversation. I peeped at Zayn cuz Tanna was basically pushing me and her shoulder's covering Zayn and saw Zayn smirking at me. Okay?

"I've so much to tell you!" Tanna told me. I just gave her a smile and this might get interesting.

Zayn's POV

Okay. I know I have a lot of explaining to do but I'll just make this fast. When we were talking about  Jessie leaving at Liam's house. Yes. It was Liam's house. Anyway,.. when we were talking about Jessie leaving, a minute before Harry and her came rushing through the door, I received a text from an unknown  number.

I read it and it said:

Zayn, I'm at your family's cabin.

-Tanna xxx

My heart sank. It was Tanna. Tanna Millards. My ex-girlfriend. What does she want from me? She had a new number? I can't just leave now! I didn't manage to text her back since the door slammed and I knew that Harry and Jess already arrived.

Just when I'm about to move on, she comes back.

They were talking about Jessie but I'm thinking about Tanna. Why? I'm already having feelings for Jessie, to be honest. Why does Tanna have to come back? I snapped out when I saw Jessie crying. Why is she crying? What did I miss? The text. I can't get it out of my mind. After everyone's all settled down, I decided to go to the cabin to check Tanna out.

I drove to the cabin and saw Tanna in the creek where they found me. I asked Tanna why she was here. I snapped at her to be honest and I felt bad afterwards, She said she was sorry for leaving me and is now ready to continue our relationship. Like, WTF? She's gonna appear right now and there? This. Cant. Be. Happening. I said that I was already moving on but I didn't mention Jessie's name cuz I don't want her to be involved in our situation. She cried and begged and realized that I still love her. But, I'm still not sure about my feelings towards her. Maybe cuz I pitied Tanna? Then, the next thing I knew, she was kissing me. And me, the idiot one, responded. And, I guess, we're already inside the cabin, talking about our lives. I told her I needed some air and sat beside the creek where I found her. Then, the lads came with Jessie and Jen. 

Before Jess and Tanna went to my room, MY room, not Tanna's, I saw Jess looking at me. I think she's checking at me if I'm alright. I just smirked at her. I don't know. I'm confused. I don't want to talk to anyone right now. My mind's blown. 

I need advice.

From Liam.

AND DONE! oh yeah. Finally. I got bored so I think maybe I should update :P Whatcha think? There's more thoughts. Less dialogues? I think. but, hope you like it my pretty little readers. <3

PS: Malfoys are hot. =) x