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Jungkook
I walked down the dark street while the rain was pouring down. It was exactly five o'clock, the same time when Hoseok decided to see Namjoon.

Of course tears and a mix of rain fell down my face. I slowly made my way up to the rooftop, Hoseok loved so much.

I didn't want to stay on the same chapter of Hoseok's death, I wanted to move on. But I thought that I should show one last sign of respect towards my dear brother.

Will this even work if its raining?

I let out a bitter laugh as I pulled out the wet pocket of cigarettes. Hoseok's cigarettes to be correct, I found them in his jacket before he...fell.

I awkwardly lit the cigarette and tried to shield it from the rain. Tears still streaming down my face mixed with rain.  I put the small white stick into my mouth. I coughed a bit, I wasn't excepting the smoky feeling.

I looked down where he had fallen.

"So this is what you did huh? You just drowned yourself with cigarettes and out of date prescription pills?" I said out loud as I looked at the sky.

"You didn't even say goodbye? Why? W-Why did you leave!!!" I yelled as I grabbed the cigarette and threw it off the building.

"Why didn't you tell me? You thought dying would be okay? You could have taken me with you, but you go by yourself? I want to see Namjoon too." I said as I fell down and let the rain pour over me.

"This is all Namjoon's fault. If he didn't leave then no one else would want to leave." I replied as I closed my eyes.

All the ones that loved me just left me on the shelf.

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