Little Bit Of Sunshine

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You had turned back to Armin and saw him staring off into the distance. He truly was a good kid. "Armin." He just turned to you. "Yes?" Before you could say anything Eren and Mikasa came over. "Hey. Oh Hello (y/n) didn't really expect you here." You just took a gulp of your drink and stuffed the last bit of your bread in your mouth. "(y/n) is it true that you killed people?" You looked to Armin and Eren. "Yeah, I had to though." They just looked down at their plates. "Do you ever regret it?" You looked over at Levi. "No, no regrets."

Yes, plenty of regrets but you didn't want to show any of that emotion. You didn't wanna show how much it killed you at night. Those nightmares, their screams haunting you. "(y/n) you ok?" You turned to Mikasa but noticed it wasn't her voice, that is until you noticed an extra person at the table, Sasha. "Yeah I am fine. Stop asking so many goddamn questions. It's getting annoying." Eren had tilted his head. "How else are we going to learn to trust you?" You just lowered your head and laughed.

"You don't." That just shocked everyone at the table. "Trust gets you killed. It gives you the most unbearable pain once the person you trust leaves. It leaves you lost." You looked back to where Levi was sitting and was looking at you with eyebrows furrowed and eyes saddened. You didn't know why though. "Tch can we talk about something other than shitty things about me? I don't wanna start getting bored and become cranky like Mr. Shortass over there." You tilted your head towards Levi. Everyone at the table laughed, you just smirked. The laughing suddenly came to a halt. You knew exactly why, because Levi had forgot how to keep his footsteps quiet. "Get you pissed off short ass?" You just received a smack to the back of your head. "Tch, brat." You just snickered. "Alright short ass." You turned to look behind you and saw his eyebrows furrowed in annoyance. "Clean my office, and bedroom top to bottom. Spotless." You just nodded your head and got up to walk to his office.

When you left the mess hall you stopped and leaned up against a wall. "Damn." You looked down at your hands and noticed you squeezed your fists a little too hard. When you felt you spent too long staring, you walked through all the long confusing hallways.

You had finally come to a polished wooden door, and opened it. Your heart shattered a bit when you saw the inside. It was a complete mess. Like someone had thrown a tantrum, and threw everything. All the books from the bookshelf were covering the floor. The piles of paper that used to be on his desk was thrown off. There was a glass cup that 'had' been on the shelf. It was now on the ground broken into a million pieces. "Damn." There were two folders left on his desk. One was leather, the other was paper. Again curiosity took over you. You had walked over to his desk and opened the leather one, only to be taken aback. This folder contained info about you. Not much, information but enough. You went to touch the folder underneath it and had barely opened it when the door slammed open. "Brat, I thought I told you to clean my damn office not go through my shit." You scoffed. "This is your office. I was just looking at it to see where I should put it." He glared at you and snatched the folders away from you. "Don't touch my shit. Especially if it's in folders." You shrugged. "I can give you more info to put into my report." Levi just glared. "Don't need it." You just shrugged. "Alright shortass."

You had moved over to the books on the floor and began to pick them up. You were almost done with them when a shard of glass cut you. "Oh." You watched as blood dripped from the gash on your palm. "Tch, you'll get my floors filthy. Stay here while I go get a first aid kit." You nodded at him and sat down holding your hand. When you heard his office door shut you looked over to the book you were about to grab. 'How to get taller', you about started busting out in fits of laughter if it weren't for Levi coming back so soon. "How old are you again? 32? You do know, you're finished growing, right?" You heard a growl. "Shut it shitty brat." You snickered. "Alright short ass." You watched as he sat in a chair with the first aid kit in his lap. "Come here brat or do you want to clean and polish the blood out of my floor?" You quickly and hurriedly got up to walk over to Levi. Once you reached him you sat in the chair in front of him. "Give me your hand." You obeyed. You watched as he focused on the wound. His dark hair swaying every time he took a breath, his eyes flicking over your palm focused, his lips twitching in focus. It was a sight to see that's for sure. To see him not so tensed up, was a great sight.

You got so lost in your though you practically tore your hand away from Levi when you felt a needle pierce through your skin. "Keep still idiot, unless you want to lose your hand?" You relaxed as much as you could and watched him diligently sew your wound.

When he was done he practically threw you hand back in your lap. "Now finish." You obeyed and hesitantly went back to cleaning and organizing. Failing to notice the little smile that reached Levi's lips, remembering something from the past.

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