Love gravity ( I ) The Owl's embrace

prologue : Can't brake me .

Boring, no no no, super boring?

Uh scratch that again, will... Yep got it, it's boring multiplied by thousand.

God I feel so tired, I woke up today as I slept yesterday, with absolutely no freaking progress, vuala, a zero life score.

Don't mistake me for a lazy ass, but I don't even feel like going out of my room down the stares across the living room into the kitchen to grab a god damn sandwich to eat.

Shit I'm feeling like a freaking zombie, so exhausted. Why I'm so pessimistic, well it is complicated and would take me....... let's see right about three days and a few hours to tell you why, but long story short, my life fucking suck.

Still don't believe me?

Ok I'll tell you a few things about me so you could stand in my shoe.

I'm a seventeen healthy young man, I never had a girlfriend or even went farther than just kissing, and that happened three times only and they where horrible, don't get me wrong or think that I'm lame or something, god damn it I'm HOT and SEXY, at least that is what I see in the mirror, anyway back to the main topic people.

I have only one friend and he is not the type of a Person that shows emotions, and he got his own shit to swap, so in other words he is not much of a help, cause he needs some.

You might be asking: why don't I have friends at school?

Well the answer is: I don't go to school anymore, why again? That will lead to the main story behind the scenes.

My father Akihiro Amasawa was the youngest son in the family line; he was loved and spoiled by all the family. But one day when my father grew up, he got married to "Kasumi" Amasawa, One of his relatives.

The Amasawa family was strict on the subject of marriage, and can only marry descendants of the Family, their bloodline only.

Anyways their marriage lasted for seven or eight years, but their wedlock was broken and they separated from each other.

Leaving his wife with five kids, his family despised him so mush and banished him, telling him to leave the family because he brought disgrace upon the Amasawa family, only if he learns his mistake he can return.

And after two years of his divorce he came back but not alone, he brought along a woman as a new wife (that would be my mother) "Sayuri Shihiro".

But of course when he introduced my mom to them as his wife with pure intention, he sparked world war three, they humiliated him and my mom, the throw them out.

" It seams to us that you haven't learned from your previous mistake, and yet you commit another, you are no longer the pride of our family, no longer our son, no longer an Amasawa, YOU disgrace us all." that was the last thing grandpa said to father.

My father was sad he left with heavy feet, he wanted to tell them he found true love, that he was happy now, he wanted to share this happiness with them, but all they did was kick him out once again, and for all.

He wasn't only sad because of that, he was sad because he didn't see any love or regret in there eyes anymore, he was sad because they will never welcome him home ever again.

But at lest he got his love to stand by his side. My mother stood by him and loved him dearly, they got a small house and they where happy together.

After one more year, mom got pregnant, of course that would be me, and father barely touched the ground from his over hipper happiness, he loved her more and more and he brought to her every thing she could dream of even if she didn't ask for it, he loved her till no end no pounders, I think if it was possible he would carry her around so her feet won't touch the groaned.