Diary of a Gay Girl

Saturday Night

June 25th, 2016 ..(2:00-4:48am)..

we aren't together as of now but I went to see Dime and she rode home with me.. it felt so weird because we weren't the same . i swear i missed her so much but after 30 mins , we went upstairs & I just watched her as she was laid out on the computer room floor . i got on top of her and start kissing her . it felt different at first but then I felt the connection and love . i swear i don't wanna lose my girl at all 😭💔 afterwards I washed her hair then she got in the shower . when she got out , we shared a long passionate kiss 🙌🏾😍😩 it got me so wet . I hopped in the shower for an hour and when I got out , she was dead sleep . i woke my love up so we can get under the sheets .. as soon as we got comfortable , i leaned over and kiss her passionately rubbing her clit 😏💙 she was so fucking wet that i instantly got wet . after about kissing for five mins , she leaned up & told me to "take these off" 😩😍 idk but man when she ask me to do stuff , i get turned on so quick . it's always so demanding and when im in the moment , that gets me more excited . i pulled my shorts and panties off in a swift motion . Dime start playing with my clit then giving me the best head in my life .. we shared kisses in between but then she laid down and I got on top of her sucking her boobs , kissing down her neck til i reached her boxers .. i kept playing with her clit & gliding my finger in & out of her wetness . I heard her breathing change then I seen her biting her lips in the dark . I finally got to the bottom and flicked my tongue on her clit and licking all around her 🐱 she let me do that for about five minutes then she moved my head .. she was so wet that I was literally begging for more . i got to the top and laid on her while kissing her . she begin to play with my 🐱😋 & went faster and faster . it felt so good that I begin to scratch her back as pleasure .. soft moans escaped my mouth & I start sucking on her boobs again & licking up and down her stomach . she finally gave in & let me pleasure her some more so I started sucking on her clit & enjoyed every moment of her wetness . i stuck my finger in her & let her taste herself . i swear baby tasted so good . i can't let her get away from me 😩 somehow we sat up and got on our knees and I just wanted to hug her so I did for a very long time & I wanted to cry but I didn't . I just missed being held by her . she licked and sucked on my neck so much & she knows very well that my neck is my weak spot . when I tried to put my panties on , she pulled them away from me and dived inside my juices again  , we laid back down and baby played with my 🐱 again then I got on top of her and start kissing her & riding her stomach slowly letting juices get all over her . i figured she liked it because she lifted her sports bra up more so I can have more room 😍🤔 after that I climbed up a little further and rode her face .. i moaned rapidly and intensely because they felt so good .. it seems like she knows my body very well and just what to do with it . i took her bra off while we were kissing and begin to suck her boobs again but she made me stop , it seems like when she makes me stop doing something , it makes me want to continue.  i then laid on her and begin kissing her again . whenever i lay on her she will suck on my neck & breathe heavily in my ear & that gets me wetter every time & i lose all of my self control . i swear no one understand how much i love this girl . I told her I love her more than 10 times this morning and I meant it . we were laying up naked & her arms were wrapped around me gripping my butt & she was slowing falling asleep . before she went to sleep , i told her that "I love her more than anything & please don't talk to someone else. I let her know that I'll kill whoever she talks to. but really that's going to kill me so much inside 😭😞😩💔" i can't feel that pain, im too in love with this girl . that's why i know I gotta get back right with her. i want my bestfriend back, my everything, the loml, the one who understands me very well & do her all to keep a smile on my face . 😍💙 i don't remember going to sleep , but we woke back up around 5:30 & i kissed her lips & trailed my tongue across them . i was still wrapped up in her arms and she lifted my shirt and started sucking on my boobs again , i told her to stop so we can go to sleep , but she kept going and started playing with my 🐱 again . i threw my head back and moaned uncontrollably . we finished it with a long passionate kiss then fell asleep . that lasted for like 2 1/2 hours , I don't even remember getting any sleep .