Past 11:31 am and still no calls from Hyun Min.
Yes I am waiting for his call but this time I am starting to feel shit.
Almost a hour that I've been waiting for his call and still no insinuation .
I throw my phone at my right side.
Don't worry it will not be destroy, I throw it in the soft sofa where I am sitting right now.
I am here at the living room, watching kdrama.
-Replay 1997-
I really love this movie because the star in this movie is the most kpop girl who I really do idolize.
Eunji , member of Apink girl group .
She is the vocalist of the group and also a main dancer.
I admire her because I found we have a similarities.
She have small nose like me, a straight black hair like me and we both have a full bangs that make me both cute, She has a small eyes of course like me, white skin, She love singing and dancing like me and last but not the list we're both have an attitude of the boy. We both love wearing a boys outfit. And we act like we are a boy .
Anyway enough for that .
I'm too much talkative.
My younger sister sit besides me.
But I didn't bother my self to heed it.
I look at her when she start to talk me.
"Have you already watch the Pinoccho " She said still looking at the TV and didn't pay attention to look at me.
I turn back my gaze to the TV.
What is she asking?
Is she referring to the cartoon Movie .
The child that made in a wood and when he lied his nose getting longer.
"Yup!" I shortly answer her .
"Really!" She happily said , this time she is looking at me .
I nod saying yes.
"Pass it to me." She said .
I remembered that I have a copy of that movie.
My Classmate asked me if I can download it for her niece.
And I said I will.
So that's why I have this movie.
Good thing , I didn't know that my sister is interested in this movie.
She still not totally matured .
I grab my phone and hurriedly pass it to her by the use of shareit aps.
When I done pass it , she immediately open the movie .
I turn back my attention to What I am watching .
I didn't focus on it because of my sister.
I was shocked when Ainee loudly cursed.
" What the fuck Aicee ! Are you fucking fooling me?" She asked me.
Oh that's how she treat me.
She didn't call me big sister only in my name .
Its like I am young .
She didn't treat me like a real big sister.
Yes it's fucking spleenful.
But I can't please her.
And I don't want to intertwine my self to her or to anybody.
Even it's hurt I keep silent and quietly accepted it.
I don't want to make some fight .
I don't want to fight back at her .
Why?
I love her, all of them.
That's why its okay to me.
If I hurt her , it's like I am hurting my self.
I don't wanna see her be hurt.
I am willing to sacrifice my life for them .
And I don't want their got far away from me because of that some misunderstanding.
I look at her and giving her a look mean 'What is the problem'
She rolled her eyes first before she speak.
"What this fucking movie,I said Pinocchio!" She shout.
"Why? that is a Pinocchio movie right." I confused said.
" I mean the kdrama one not this cartoon, idiot!." She irritated said and stood up then walk through her room.
I sigh.
Why she is mad at me?
In the first place I didn't know that the movie that she was talking about is a kdrama.
She didn't clear it to me anyway.
I shrug my head and I automatically massage my temple.
She is a pain in my ass.
I lost my appetite in watching so I decide to turn off my TV and go upstairs.
I get my wallet from my cabinet and walk out from our house.
I am going to the park , I want to be alone.
I really hate weekend. Its fucking full of boredom and I feel like its killing me.
I still want to study or go to the library and read there a book than to waste my time doing nonsense thing.
The park is not too far from our home, its a walking distance no need to commute.
So after a minute , I got arrived there.
I walk towards the bench and sit there.
There's a lot of people here now.
Somebody are with their family and somebody are in a date.
And in my case I think I am someone who try to kill the boredom alone.
I heard a ring of the bell. Slowly come nearer to me.
and the vendor of dirty ice cream past through me.
I called him and buy one.
She immediately give it to me.
I am lazy he is the one who come near me to give it .
Haha so what I feel lazy.
I started to lick the ice cream.
Its delicious like hell.
But for almost 1 minute I already done eat it all and my tummy is not satisfied its still starving.
So when a vendor of kikyam and fish boll pass through me I grab the chance to buy .
And start to eat it too.
I brought so many , its cos of 200 pesos.
The vendor laugh when he figure out my greediness.
I didn't bother my self to make some conversation to him.
I focus my attention in eating.
I am feel blue so this is the thing that makes me feel better.
FOOD!
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