Josie P.O.V
We get back into the car and Ed smirks at me again.
Me- what you smirking at you dick
Ed- you are so going to get told off
Me- do I care
Ed- you should
Me- what's the worst she can do??
Ed- I don't know but does mum now you smoke
Me- no and I need to tell you something
Ed- what
Me- I don't now if I want to be bad any more
Ed- really?
Me- everyone wants me to change even dad and he liked the look at first
Ed- we can go to the mall later and have a make over
Me- really
Ed- if that is what you want
Me- yes please Ed
We finally get home. I walk into the house and mum and dad were in the kitchen not looking very happy. They see me and they explode.
Mum- Josie how could you??
Me- CHLOE SAID SHE FUCKED ED AND SHE PISSED ME OFF
Mum- threaten a teacher
Me- HE SAID I WAS DUMB
Mum- I cant have you here no more
Me- dad???
Dad- Josie you went to far this time
Me- I know I am sorry dad all I wanted was for you guys to love me as much as you love Ed
Dad- we do love you Josie we just think that you need to go with your brother for a bit to return back to normal
Me- I love you dad
Dad- I love you to and remember you will always be my princess
Me- Mum I know we haven't been as close as we used to be but I want you to now I do love you
Mum- I love you to
We hug and then I run upstairs and cry. The only thing I could do was cry. I built my walls up so high because I got raped by my EX BFF. There is a knock on the door. I wipe my eyes and I go and answer the door I see Louis stood outside my door.
Me- yes
Louis- what is the matter?
Me- nothing its fine
Louis- you sure
Me- ye.. NO
Louis- you can tell me what the matter is
Me- okay come in
I let Louis in and he sees my room with one direction and ed on the wall.
Me- before you ask I new you I now everything I am a big fan
Louis- LOL now tell me what the matter is
Me- when Ed left for tour I was really upset so I went to see Nathan my best friend at the time but something bad happened
Louis- what was it
Me- he... raped... me
Louis- THAT BASTERED
Me- but I never told my parents or Ed
Louis- you need to tell your brother and mum dad
Me- I know
I run downstairs with Louis following me. I ran into dads arms.
Dad- whats the matter
Me- you now when you hear me y myself to sleep
Dad- yeah you said there was nothing wrong
Me- there is and I need to tell you
Mum- go on love
Me- you now you kept asking where Nathan was
Dad- yeah
Me- when Ed left for tour I was upset so I went to see him but he... raped me *crying*
Dad- that MOTHER FUCKING BASTERED
Me- dad I agree with you and mum I think I should go with Ed because he keeps following me
Mum- baby you should of told us
Me- I was scared that you would think I was lying
Dad- no we would never think that
Mum- Is that why you become bad
Me- yeah but I was always popular
Dad- you sure was
Me- dad you want to have a game of football like old times
Dad- lets go
I run and get the foot ball and do a bicycle kick into Dads goal.
Dad- that was amazing
Me- thanks dad
Then Ed comes out.
Ed- Josie are we going shopping
Me- YEAH
Dad- have fun
Me- will do
I get into the car and Ed and the boys get in. We finally get there we go to lots of shops but this is what I Ed and bought me this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=115777371. We get back into the car and we go home.
Ed- Josie you go ad change into something nice and we will go out to dinner
Me- you take mum and dad and can Louis and stay and take me
Ed- yeah
We finally make it home I run upstairs and start getting ready I curl my hair and I add makeup just a little bit then I get changed into this http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=115777722. I walk downstairs and see no one there I walk into the living room and see Louis waiting.
Me- what do you think
Louis- you look beautiful
Me- thanks *blushes*
Louis- Josie blushing
Me- stop
Louis- you are so cute
Me- cute LOL
Louis- haha lets go
We get into Louis car and sing along to the radio we finally get there I tell Louis to enter first which he does. I see my mum dad and the boys also Ed but they don't see me. Louis walks to the table then I walk up to the table.
Mum- Josie you look the same as you did when you were younger
Me- thank I guess
Dad- you look stunning
Me- thanks daddy
Ed- you look lovely
Me- you look rather dashing to Edward
Ed- LOL
Me- haha
Dad- I think she is back to normal I don't think she needs to go on tour
Me- No daddy please I want to go with Ed I missed him so much please dad
Dad- okay fine
Me- LOVE YOU DADDY
