Burnt letters

Letter 7

20/05/2017
01:27am

Dear .......;

I am insomniac ... My problem ... Not yours.
But why do I want you to keep me company when I can't fall asleep?

I am messed up ... Indecisive ... My problem ... Not yours.
But why do I want you to make my decisions for me?

I am confused ... My problem ... Not yours.
But why do I want you to clear my confusion?

I spend all of my time ... Thinking of you ... My problem ... Not yours.
But why do I want you to respond to me?

I want to wake you up ... When I am not sleepy.
But I should realise you need sleep.

I want to chat with you all the time.
But I should realise you need space.

You have occupied all of my mind.
But I can't tell you that.
You have become my world.
But I am too messed up to acknowledge it.

You have become my priority.
Everything that mattered before ... Doesn't now.

This is scary.
But I want to feel it.

This is risky.
But I want to try it.

This is not what I planned.
But I want to go by this flow.

This is new to me.
And I am sure I am turning selfish.

I can't help it.

What do I do?
I want you to decide this.

See what you have done to me.

Yours Lovingly,
RuKrish