Something never changes

Am I ill?

When Ian woke up at the morning. He hadn't forgot those thoughts about Anthony. Should I just say that I'm ill. Maybe that's the reason. He got up from his bed and looked for his thermometer. I don't have a fever. Maybe it's something else. But it can't be normal. Anthony is my best friend nothing more! And that is how it's going to be, the rest of my life!  Ians phone rang. Say it's not Anthony  Ian answered, it was Anthony. DAMMIT! "Hi man! We should do a game video today as we planed." Anthony said. "Oh.. " Ian mumbled. "Oh? You didn't remember?!" Anthony jelled. "Yes I did. Don't jell! It's just that... I'm.. I'm ill.. I think it's because of that Chinese food we ate yesterday." Ian explained. "Crap! What are we supposed to tell to our fans who have been waiting the hole week." Anthony said. "Do a vlog to explain or something." "Hhh.. Fine. You better not be ill next time." Anthony said frustrated. "I promise." Ian said and shut the phone.

I lied. Why? What bad could happen if I met Anthony. I mean, his not going to hurt me or anything. Why did I lie. Well I'll make it up to him tomorrow and film with him without any complaining. Why would I complain anyway. I get to meet my best friend. And I get to laugh at him again when he does something stupid or says something funny. His so nice to me anyway. I'm lucky to be his friend. Anyone doesn't have such a good friend. I need to tell that I lied!   Ian called to Anthony. "What now?" Anthony says. Ian can't say a word. "Ian! Are you there?" Anthony asks. Ian shuts the phone. Why couldn't I say a word. What stopped me from talking. Ians phone rang. Ian knew it must be Anthony. I don't want to answer. Ian pick up his phone and answered "Hi." "Did you call accidentally or are you just playing with me?" Anthony said frustrated. "Oh.. I.. accidentally.. called." Ian said like he had done something bad and now regretted it. "Okay.. Ian why are you acting so strangely? Should I come there so we can talk?" "NO! I'm fine!" Ian said and shut the phone.

What is wrong with Ian? Anthony thought. If I bought him some pizza I think he will talk with me. Anthony went to his car and got  pizza to Ian and drove to Ians home.

I hope he doesn't think that we need to talk. I'm so confused of my thoughts that if he comes here I don't know what will I say.  Ian hears car noises. No no no no no no. Don't say it's Anthony! Ian peeks from the window who is it and its Anthony carrying a huge pizza. Shit! I hope I don't say anything awkward. Ian thoughts when he goes to put some pants on. Anthony was carrying a pizza. He knows me too well. He knows I can't recist it.  Anthony doesn't even bother to knock he just tokes Ians spare key from the place Ian always hides it and opens the lock and puts the key back. Ian just walks from his bedroom and sees Anthony. "Hi. I decided to come anyway and I thought that you can't go to get food if you're ill. So I bought pizza with me." He says. "Thanks." Ian says quietly. Anthony walks to the table and sets the pizza down. "Are you better now?" Anthony asks. "Yeah, a bit." Why is my tummy acheing? "My tummy hurts a bit." Ian explains "Poor Ian." Anthony says with a weird voice. "Maybe you're just hungry. So lets eat." 

After eating Ian says "So.. What did you do with the video?" "I thought that we could just film it tomorrow and explain it then." Anthony says. " Its a good idea." Ian answers. Anthony talks something what Pip did in the morning but Ian is sunken in his thoughts. He's so cute. His hair goes perfectly he has beautiful eyes. His face is just perfect. He's a funny guy, nice, kind and as crazy as me. -WHAT THE FIRETRUCK!?!? WHAT AM I THINKING AGAIN!?!?!?!? "Ian are you even listening?" Anthony says. "Huh?" "Pay attention!" Anthony jells a bit amused. "You're a real dummy" "Sorry.. I sunk to my thoughts." Ian apologizes. "What were you thinking?" Anthony asks. "Um.. Nothing important I was just lagging." Ian says. "Okay. Nothing unusual to you." Anthony says and laughs a bit. Ian laughs a bit too. He is a funny guy. "Is your tummy aching anymore?" Anthony asks. "Not so bad." Ian said and smiled. It's not hunger, I'm not ill.. Could it be.. That it's because of Anthony. Do I have butterflies?

That was chapter two I hope you liked it. ;)