Something never changes

Gaming?

What should I do.. What if.. It can't be true.. I can't like Anthony.. Ian thinks. Anthony stares Ian in to his eyes. "Should you rest? It seems you have a fever." Anthony says. "Oh..?" Ian mumbles. "You're so red. Almost like you are blushing. But why would you blush, so it must be a fever, right?"  I am blushing? Why am I blushing?! Anthony is just my best friend!! Nothing more!!  "I think so.." Ian mumbles to answer. "Let me help you to bed." Anthony says. "O-okay.." Ian mumbles quietly.

Anthony helps Ian to go resting and even fluffs the pillow for him. "Thanks.." "Where is your thermometer?" Anthony asks "I don't know." "Oh, there it is!" Anthony says and picks it up from the floor. "Why was it in the floor?" "It doesn't work so I threw it somewhere." Ian lies. "Well that sucks. Maybe we should test does it work? If it didn't work just that time." Anthony checks Ians temperature with the thermometer. "It must be broken.. It just shows your probably normal temperature." "I know it's broken." "It would've been nice to know how bad fever is it." Anthony says. "Yeah, but I don't think it's that bad."

"Would you want to play something?" Anthony asks. "Um.. Sure." Ian answers. "Should we play with Nintendos? I'm not going to get up from this bed." "Sure" Anthony answers to Ian and searches for Ians Nintendo and gives it to him. "Here" "Thanks" Ian mumbles quietly. Anthony sits next to Ian and starts to play with Ian. Damn. Anthony is so close to me. I just want to touch him. I have to admit, I like Anthony.. I can't run away from that fact anymore. But I can't tell it to anyone either. Anthonys voice stops Ians thoughts. "What are you thinking about?" "Um. No-nothing" Ian says in a little panic. "Then why the heck is your character walking against the wall?" Anthony says. "Oh.." Ian says like he was surprised.

Anthony puts the Nintendo down and looks to Ians eyes. "What is going on in your head? What are you thinking? And why aren't you telling it to me? I'm worried about you. You're acting so strange." Anthony tries to get Ian to look in to his eyes. "Ian. Answer me!" Ian looks to Anthonys eyes with tears falling from his cheeks. "Are you alright?" Anthony asks. Ian stays quiet and slowly leans closer to Anthony. Anthony looks confused when he looks to his best friends blue eyes.

What is is this? What is going on in Ians head. What is he doing?

Suddenly Anthony can feel Ians warm lips against his owns. He can feel how Ians hands are wrapped around him. He can feel how Ian relaxes at muscle to muscle. He can feel how Ians tongue makes it way to Anthonys mouth. And he can feel those warm tears.

 Sorry that it took so long to write this. Hope that you like it. ;)