Love or Lust

Love or Lust Part 2

It has been a month since you last saw Park Chanyeol. You knew you shouldn't have held on to that hope that was in your heart hoping he would return, it just made it harder to move on. You had seen his name in headlines about how he was going out of control, binge drinking, making out with random girls and even swearing on live shows. You try not to worry as it is not your problem anymore but you can't help but want to pick up the phone and call him to see if he is okay.

"Y/N?" Luna, your best friend, was trying to get your attention.

She saw that you were looking at a new picture that has been going around of Chanyeol making out with some girl in a club.

"You can't keep doing this to yourself Y/N." she sighed giving you a small hug.

"I know I can't, I just want to help him. He is going to destroy his career if he carries on." You start crying, trying to justify why you want to call him. The truth is you just need to hear his voice.

"Fuck him. He has turned your life upside down. It's time to move on and meet someone new." She is getting frustrated.

You know you have been moaning to Luna about this for the past month so there is no surprise that she is finally snapping. Maybe she was right, maybe it is time to move on.

"I know, it's just, I don't know how to meet anyone knew. You know me I would do something to embarrass myself."

"And this is why I am your best friend. My work is having a party tonight. There will be heaps of new guys for you to meet and I would be right by your side." Luna enthusiastically says.

"I'm not sure... Parties aren't really my thing."

"OK, you are coming because I promised my work colleague that you would be there."

"You have already set me up with someone? Who!" You exclaim

"Ok, so his name is Yoongi. He is a rapper in a group called BTS. He is actually a really sweet guy he just looks a bit intimidating when you first meet him."

"Anything else..." You question.

"Just one little minor detail." Luna sheepishly says.

"He isn't like a weirdo who has like any weird fetish right?"

"No! It's nothing like that. It's just BTS may or may not be a rival group of EXO. Like the members of each groups get along just the fandom is a bit insane towards each other."

EXO is the group Chanyeol is in. This could end really badly if you actually end up like Yoongi. You thought to yourself.

"Ok. I'll go. You are right it's time to move on." You finally decided.

"Yay!" Luna starts jumping around. "So the party starts at 8:30pm, I'll pick you up at 8:15 so we can go together."

"Sure. That gives me enough time to go get dressed and ready I guess."

Both of you leave in opposite directions. As you head back to your house you feel proud that you have agreed to this blind date, plus, it's at a party so you can easily drink your nerves away and you know Luna will have your back no matter what.

Looking over at the clock you see its 8:00pm, Luna is going to be here in 15 minutes. You decide to wear a simple black dress that hangs loosely on your body, not too tight but not too baggy. Applying a little bit of lipstick you go to put your shoes one when you hear the bell ring.

Luna was early, as usual.

"Ok, are you ready?" Luna calls from your hallway.

"Yeah, does this look okay or is it took simple." You ask as you give a small twirl.

"It looks great Yoongi likes simple anyway so you will be fine"

You were kind of excited about meeting Yoongi, it was time to move on.

You both got a taxi to the party. When you walked in Luna quickly introduced Yoongi to you.

"So you are the famous Y/N, Luna has been telling me so much." He says as he takes your hand

"Oh dear how much has she told you?" You say blushing.

At that moment he kisses your hand and you look up to the stairway and that's when you see him, Park Chanyeol, glaring at your interaction. Quickly paying to your date instead of the piercing gaze from Chanyeol.

"She has told me enough." He laughs. "Can I get you a drink?"

"Yeah. I'll come with you." You respond quickly rushing him out of the hallway.

You both make it to the kitchen and he hands you over a drink that you down within minutes. You could feel your anxiety creeping up. How could Luna forget that one important detail that he was going to be here? You just want to drink as much as you can before you have to face him again. That's exactly what you do as he is talking about himself you nod along whilst downing drink after drink.

"Do you want to dance?" You blurt out.

"Umm sure..." Yoongi responded he seemed taken about how forward you were being.

As you stumble your way to the lounge where everyone was dancing you grabbed his hands and started moving them up your body as you started swaying to the beat. Getting lost in the music you were both getting closer and closer together. You could feel that the alcohol had gone to your head but you didn't care. You just wanted to feel wanted and loved for just one night.

"Do you want to get a room?" You whisper into Yoongi's ear.

"Are you sure Y/N? I don't want to do anything you are not comfortable with." He looks you in the eyes to make sure you were okay.

You gave a small nod and he led you out of the lounge up the stairs to one of the spare rooms. Closing the door behind you, Yoongi grabbed your waste and slammed you against the wall kissing you not passionately but hungry as if he was hungry for your lips. Pinning your hands up, he swiftly takes off your dress and wraps your legs around his waist. As you put your arms around his neck not breaking the kiss he carries you over to the bed. He lays you down and starts to take his shirt off but as he does a loud slam pulls both of your attention to the door that was now wide open with a tall figure coming through.

"Get the fuck away from her" the figure comes into sight and it's Chanyeol before you can say anything he has already thrown a punch at Yoongi.

As you get out of the bed you quickly put on your dress and go see if Yoongi is alright.

"I'm so sorry, are you ok?" you say trying to wipe the blood away from his lip.

"I'm fine, it seems like you two know each other..." He says glaring at Chanyeol.

"He is my ex. I'm so sorry."

"It's fine. It looks like you two need to talk I'll be downstairs if you need me."

And like that Yoongi gets up and leaves you with a furious Chanyeol.

"What the fuck was that Chanyeol! You haven't spoken to me in god knows how long, you have been with however many girls they have caught you with and now that I want to finally move on, You won't let me!" You start screaming.

Before you can carry on Chanyeol has grabbed your face and forced his lips onto yours.