Our story

The date

Finally, Saturday came and I did my interview in the morning. It was nice, I thought that I did great. The problem was that it ended earlier than planned, so I was just waiting for my date on a bench in front of the church. I was so scared, thinking about all the worst scenarios; maybe she wouldn't show, maybe it'll be awkward, maybe she'll find me wierd, maybe it's not a date and it's in my head, maybe...

- Heyy

I looked up, and she was standing in front of me. I was amazed; I don't think I mentioned it before, but she has a clothing style that is sooooo unique and dope, you have no idea. It's like she's coming straight (well not straight but you know what I mean) from Tumblr's grunge/hipster blogs. I was just amazed; she looked like an angel. I stood up and we started walking, looking for the restaurant we planned going to. We looked for the restaurant everywhere but we kinda didn't know where it was. We were laughing all the way and it felt like we knew each other forever. No awkward moments at all, and we were bonding. We finally found the restaurant (because I had been there with friends once and I recognized a certain bridge and figured out where we were) and we got in to eat.

It was so nice, we got popcorn (wich is kinda free in that place) and we looked at the menu. We were both smiling like crazy and I could tell we were both having a great time. We ate (I was so careful, you have no idea. I didn't want to get food all over my face or stuck between my teeth) and we payed, then started walking again. We talked a lot, smiled a lot, laughed a lot, but there were those special moments where we were both just looking at each other with a smile and blushing. Then it got cold, gods it was already cold outside but then it just got worse (we're in Quebec, and it's fucking cold all year in here) so we thought; why not going in the place where we had our DAFA? It was a public place. We got there in a few minutes. The janitor was the only one there. We got in the big empty conference room where there is usually a lot of chairs and tables, and we were talking. Then, she took her camera. At first, she was taking pictures of everything, random stuff, but then she wanted to take a picture of the roof (don't ask me why) so she just layed down there, on her back, with her super large coat and hair floating around her, a leg up, camera in front of one eye and the other eye closed. She looked so good, and I don't know if it was the ambiance, the pale light coming from the window or just her, but I felt a shiver coming up my spine, and I knew that I was screwed. I was passed the point of no return by then. I can't explain it, but I felt good, very very good. Then she got up and smiled at me, and I slapped myself in my mind; why haven't I take a picture of her?! Nevermind, a few seconds after that, my mom's cellphone rang. I have to explain; I don't have a cellphone so my mom lends me her's when I go out. It rang like four times in the morning and I had to tell the person who was calling that my mom wasn't with me and stuff. So when I picked up the phone, I was kinda annoyed and I thought it was gonna be for my mom again.

- hello?
- hi, can I talk to Marianne please?
- She's not with... yeah it's me.
- Well it's the coordinator from the summer camp, we met this morning and I just wanted to tell you that you would definitely be at your place with our team, and I can't wait to see you this summer! You got the job, if you still want it?
- Well, yes oh my gods yes I still want it, thank you so much!
- I'm gonna email you our meeting schedule, see you later!
- goodbye!

- who was it?
I explained her that I had the job. I was so happy! Then Neve got closer to me, looked at my lips, still smiling, leaned closer again, then turned her head and hugged me. My heart was beating so fast I was scared she could hear it. It was the best hug of my entire existence. She. Smelled. Like. Heaven. Even tho I never actually smelled heaven, I bet that's how it smells. We had fun for the rest of the day, just hanging out in the village, talking and laughing. Then 30 minutes before we had to leave, we got back inside because GODS IT WAS COLD OUTSIDE . We stood beside a window, and we talked. Then suddenly, she kinda hugged me, but it wasn't really a hug. Her face was just beside mine, and I could feel her breath on my cheek. Our hands were barely touching, and my heart was pounding in my chest. We stayed like this for what feels like forever, and I felt like I was having a fucking heart attack. The she turned her face, slowly, and our lips touched. She was the first girl I kissed. Gods I think that this moment was so intense I lost track of time. At first it was just soft slow kisses, but soon it got intense. She pushed me into the wall and her hands were on the sides of my face while mine were on her back. Then after a while, we just hugged and our parents arrived, and no awkwardness was there. We said our goodbyes, and I remember getting home and calling my best friend. I told her everything, and she was so happy for me. We talked till I had to go eat, and I was so excited and happy. It was one of the best days of my life; had my perfect job and kissed a perfect girl.

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Okay, so that's actually how it happened. I'm just a little frustrated there are no words to actually describe the feelings and everything but well...

Luv,

Em