WENT THE WRONG DIRECTION, AND MET ONE DIRECTION (a louis tomlinson fanfic)

Chapter 14- this isnt the end

i woke up in my bed with louis' arms around me. i felt so happy with him being here. i just layed there looking at him.

"stop staring at me, perv" he said, with his eys still closed. he had a smile on his face so i reached in and softly pecked his lips. 

"you love it really" i said. he chuckled and pulled me close into his chest. i know ive said this a lot, but i feel so safe around him. the thought of ever being without him killed me inside. he opened his eyes and winked at me, kissing my forhead.

"morning beautiful. how are you feeling?" he said with hsi morning voice. damn. for a moment i completely forgot i was ill. reality came crashing back and my mood completely changed.

"im fine." i said. last night was the only night i hadnt woken up with the pains, for a long while. he got out of bed, shoved a hoodie on and held my hand. he intwined his fingers in mine and we walked down to the kitchen. noone was up so we had a bit of alone time. i put the kettle on whilst louis put 2 slices of bread in the toaster. once everything was done we sat opposite each other at the dining table. 

"lou...." i said, breaking the silence.

"ysfep?" he said, half a slice of toast in his mouth. i giggled.

"no offense, but why are you here?" i said, giggling. he put his hand on his heart, pretending to me hurt. 

"well, we only had 4 weeks left of the tour bbecause it was cut short, and in that space there werent many shows. so, we did a meet in greet with everyone who bought tickets. they were all fine with it. i wanted to be with you,ali. i wanted to be here for you. i want to get you through this. so did the boys." he said this whislt looking into my eyes. i smiled at him and reached over and kissed him softly. i suddenly heard a huge thud comign from the stairs.

"speaking of the boys" said louis, chuckling and grabbing my hand, leading me into the door way. we found the 4 boys at the bottom of the stairs on top of each other, cursing and groaning. i looked at louis and we both laughed. "er, a little help here please boobear!" said harry reaching out his hand. louis high fived it and pulled me into the living room, onto his lap. he put his arsmr ound my waist as the othe boys came in, joining us on the sofas. 

"this is a really nice house, ali" said liam, looking around the room.

"thanks. my grandad left my nan loadsa money without her knowing, so she bought this place so i could stay whenever i wanted." i replied, leaning back on Louis. 

i went to go get ready in the bathroom whilst the boys chatted between themselves. i jumped in the shower, washing my hair. when i got out i began brushing my teeth. fuck. i droped the toothpaste on the floor. i was so clumsy. it had gone everywhere. i reached down to pick it up. big mistake. i couldnt get back up. the pain ran all through my body. i grabbed onto the sink and cried in pain. i didnt want the boys to hear because i knew theyd make a fuss. i slowly walked over to the wall and rested on it, breathing quicly to try and calm down. i could feel myself sweating, panicking again. i slid down the wall and put my head in my hands, crying. why did this have to happen to me? i couldnt stop crying, until i heard a knock on the door. i froze, wincing in pain silently. 

"ali, you in here?" i heard liam's voice. i somewhat relaxed a tiny bit, knowing he'd calm me down. i grunted, telling him to come in. i put my head on my knees, the pains getting stronger. when he saw me he gasped, shut the door and came and sat next to me, putting his arm round me. 

"oh ali, its okay babe." he said, rubbing my back. 

"its....not....o...kay..." i said between each short breath. i saw his eyes go dark and the tears well up. i hated doing this to them. getting them so upset, so worried. it wasnt fair. i leaned into his chest as the pains finally losened. he continued rubing my back even though i had calmed down now.

"oh my" he said, making me giggle. 

"sorry." i said, standing up. he stood up and grabbed my hand.

"nothing to be sorry for, sweetheart. now lets take you back to louis, yeh?" he said, i nodded. we walked back into the lounge and all the boys stopped when they saw the sight of me. Liam gave them a look as if to say shutup, or ill kill you so the boys just gave me sympathetic looks. As for Louis, he ran up to me and pulled me into his arms.

"come here, baby. im here. its fine. ah, ali. i hate seeing you like this." he said, kissing my cheek. 

i sat up and looked him in the eye.

"i hate seeing YOU like THIS" i said, i saw his expression go from worried to confused. i looked over at the boys. "guys, can i talk to louis alone a sec, please?" i said. the boys looked confsed but liam told them to get out, and followed them.

i sighed and looked at louis.

"i cant do this to you anymore, lou. its not fair on you. i know im killing you inside. im ruining the fun you could be having everyday, going out, with the boys. you could be with a girl who can sit with you for an hour without having to scream in pain. i love you more than the world, boobear but....i think we should break up. for your sake." i said this in a rush, tears pouring down my face. 

louis gasped and pulled my head into his chest.

"no ali. i love you. i promised you right at the beginning id be here all the way, didnt i?and yeah, i could be with a different girl. but i dont want to be. i want to be with MY girl. you. your the only girl for me. just because your il doesnt mean ill love you any less. it will make our relationship stronger, if anything. now, im coming to the hospital with you on monday. and im not leaving you. this isnt the end. ali." 

hey, so its pretty short cos i had to be off the computer...BUT im thinking of writing another fanfic aswell as this one? i was thinking it could be based around liam? pleaseeeee leave your comments and ill love you forever. i just feel like hardly anyones reading this haha! i love you all. sorry for any spelling mistakes. and i got a hate comment a few days ago, but thankyou to the person who reported it :-) i especially love the people who vote. ill be writing a chapter every night. so, please keep reading as chapter 15 will be up tomorrow! thankyou all! -Amy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (btw sorry nothing really happened in this chapter. will get better, promise.xxxxxxx)