Dirty love (Richard x Mike)

Chapter 16 (feelings)

Michael's pov

I ran into the bathroom to escape from doll.
She just discussed me right now. But...
Did she told the truth? Or did she just wanted to drink more? I kinda hope it's the truth but why did she lied to me?

I heard a knock on the door.
"Come on *hic* mikey~"
"No! Go away!"
"Don't you find me attractive anymore?" She sounded a little sad.
"You're attractive but you're drunk right now. And you aren't yourself."
"Just say that you don't like girls anymore! But don't play me like that!"
"Wha- I'm not gay!"
"Why would you have a sex pact with another guy then?!"
"You didn't seem to care!"
"Yeah! Because *hic* I thought you would still love me..."
"I do love you."
"Then prove it!"

I suddenly opened the bathroom door and kissed her passionately. She kissed back but...
It felt strange. Not bad but... just not right. We let go of each other and I looked at the floor.
"I-I'll sleep on the couch."
She grinned dirty again.
"Oh~ You wanna change up the location. How exciting~"
"I won't have sex with you doll!"
I walked past her downstairs to our living room.

"You wanted *hic* to prove me that you still love me. So do it~"
She wanted to push me onto the couch but I stood still.
"Doll. Stop it. Go upstairs and get some rest."
"But I'm to excited for some fun to sleep~"
I pushed her off me.

"Just let me finally alone! Would you?"
"No~"
"Ok that's enough."
I ran upstairs, grabbed a few things, put it into a sports bag and was about to leave the house.

"Where are you *hic* going mikey~"
"Somewhere where you can't bother me anymore." I went out of the house and slammed the door close. I grabbed my phone and called the first person I could turn to if I need a place to sleep, Richard.

"Hello." He picked the phone up.
"Hey rich! Would it bother you if I stay at your place to sleep."
"No. No big deal. But why?"
"Long story. I'll tell you later."
"Fine. Bye."
"Bye."
I hung up and got into my car to drive to him. I hope he won't ask too many questions.

Richard's pov

Why does he come over? Is he locked out of the house? Did doll kicked him out because of our pact and now he wants revenge?!

I took a deep breath.
Calm down Richard. He didn't sounded angry at the phone, just a little sad. Maybe he needs comfort. Or someone to talk to. I'll probably have to wait to find the answer.

A little time later, the doorbell rang and I quickly opened it.
"Hy mike. Is everything fine?" I was really worried because he looked stressed out.
"Y-yeah It's fine. Just some problems with doll again."
"Oh. Come on in first."
He stepped into my apartment and I closed the door behind him. We both walked, almost automatically, into my bedroom.

I sat on the bed and showed mike to sit beside of me. He sat down and sighed, looking at the floor.
"Do you wanna talk about it?"
He stood silent for a little until he showed a reaction.
"Sure..."
"What happened?"
"Doll..." he became tears in his eyes and clinged his fists.
"As I came home. She was drinking so I kinda freaked out and yelled at her for drinking while she's pregnant."
He took a little pause. I wanted to tell him so bad that she lied to him. But then, he began to speak again,

"She told me that... she wasn't pregnant at all..." tears ran down his cheeks and he looked away. I quickly hugged him. I couldn't see him like that, it was heartbreaking. He wrapped his arms around me and digged his fingers into my shirt.

I petted his back. "It's fine."
He found words between his sobbing.
"No! She lied to me! About such an important thing. How could I trust her ever again."
"I... I don't know..." I just told the truth. I really have no idea.

We let go of each other. He was a little shaking. I just wanted to hug him again but he started to speak first.
"R-Richard?..." He asked shyly as he looked at the floor, blushing.
"What is it?"
"I know... this is really random but... could we kiss?" His eyes were focused on the floor as I took his chin, made him look at me and kissed him. How could I say no to him?

He was a little shocked first but quickly started kissing back. He wrapped his arms around my neck and blushed even more. The kiss got more intense and I licked his bottom lip to ask for entrance. He opened his mouth immediately and our tongues started playing around. I pinned him down to the bed, still making out as I suddenly stopped.

This...
This is not fair...
He's upset about his wife right now so he could probably do some shit that he'll regret later...
Like this.

I let go of him and sat on the bedside again. He was even more confused.
"I-is something wrong?" He asked me as he sat up too.
"No... I just don't want you to be mad at me later..."
He layed one hand onto my shoulder.
"I won't be mad at you. I was the one that wanted it."
"Yeah but... you accepted my kiss a few nights ago too. And the next morning you said you would hate me because of that..." tears built up in my eyes as the feeling from that night came back.

"It... It wasn't because of the kiss. I was just scared to lose my wife..."
"And what changed since then?"
He looked down at the floor blushing as he spoke up again.

~to be continued~