He makes you feel insecure

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IMAGINE

You came home late and you heard 4 voices 'the boys must be here' you thought. As you are walking closer to the living room the more you hear their conversation.

"So how's things with Y/N?"you heard harry says.

"It's kinda good i guess"Louis replies.
Kinda good? What does he mean by that? "What do you mean by that?"Niall asks.

"Well you know Y/N likes foods right?
I just think she's taking them to far.. She has slight curves now. And anytime she sits on my lap I excuse myself just to make my lap breath... And one last thing she is not like Eleanor at all.... Well the personality is different Y/N is better in that but for the body i choose El"he says...... That hurts... Alot you didn't even realize you're crying right now.

So before the boys can see you. You quickly run to yours and Lou's room. You grab my Pj's and went to the guest room. I'll be sleeping here for awhile.. You thought

Then you heard foot steps coming closer. "Y/N? Are you there baby?"    Louis says You just hum in response. "What are you doing there? Come on lets sleep!! I wanna cuddle"he says making you more annoyed. "Just leave!"you shout as you cover yourself in the covers "Is their something wrong baby?"he asks again.... Ugh!

"If i say yes can you fucking leave?!"You yelled again. "Y/N open the door!!"Louis yells while turning the knob side by side. You did what you think it's right.. just ignored him. And went back to the covers and text your Best friend to join me on a work out session in her GYM yes she owns a GYM.

Then again there is banging on the door "Y/N open this fucking door! What's wrong?"he ask shouting. "I'm mad okay. Just leave me space for awhile will you? Don't worry at least you have more space in bed"you say voicr cracking at the end. After 5 minutes you are still watching Louis' shadow in the door hole in the bottom... But finally gave up.. Good

I'm gonna show him how I'm gonna be fit too! I'm gonna start working out,no more oily foods, don't let him drive you and walk to my destination! Yes I'm gonna work hard for this! Just because i love him so much and i want to show him I'll do anything for him to like for who i am

I quickly grab my phone and check my schedule.... I only have a week and Louis will be out in a week for a shooting.. So i have time! Yes this is perfect!

*In the morning*

I woke up 6 am in the morning ready to jog for a good 30 minutes so Lou wont suspect anything. I took a good 10 minute shower and i chose I'm gonna wear a black gym bra, simple shorts and my adidas shoes.

I'm in the park now.. I didn't realize i jog that far from home. Well gotta go back and change.

*back at home*

I jog all the way home again and I'm literally sweaty.. So i quickly run upstairs to me and Louis' room and grab some sweats and my t-shirts this is the only morning i get to use my shirts rather than Louis'.. Lucky for me he's sleeping

So I quickly go to the bathroom and change. After changing I decided to watch TV for a bit. I know Lou is awake he just didn't notice me in the living he's in the kitchen now.

I then feel the couch dip.  I turn my head to see Louis sitting beside me
"Y/N please tell me what happen... If its because of me I'm sorry"he says but I ignored him I'm giving him silent treatment for now. "Y/N don't ignore me please I'm sick of it!"he said "You want to know why?!"I yelled really annoyed. 

"You called me fat!"He was about to cut me off but "you told the boys that i have curves now! And then you told them that Eleanor has a better body than me... Why would you even choose me I'm nothing even close to her"I said. I look at Louis and see full guilt in his eyes. "Y/N I'm sorry.. I-i didn't mean it that way.."he said but i ignored him. 

"Y/N Please... I don't want to leave today if we are in this position... "He said again. "A week is good enough for me too think"I said.. Louis wrap his arms around me. Wait is he crying?

"Are y-you breaking up with me?"he says through sobs.. God i hate seeing him like this "N-no We just need a week break that's all and if you come back we'll see what's gonna happen"i say and he just nod letting go now. "I need to pack"he says I only nod "I'm going out"i say and grab my back pack for my work out today... "Where are you going?"he asks voice lace in fear. "I'm going to a place i can think i guess"thats the last word i said and walk out our house.

Time for a work out

Day one - 5 lapse

"Alright Y/N give me 5 lapses"Y/F/N said i nod and do what she told me to do. After that she made me check my weight. "Nice one Y/N you lose 5 pounds today"she said and i jump happily!!

Day two - 50 push up!
After my morning jog I went home for another work out Y/F/N told me to do.. Its 50 push ups. I'm gonna be doing this every day. Woo! I can do this.
Checking my weight i lost fifteen punds today.... Wow

Day 6- Same routine
I can't believe i lose so much weight already you can already tell my curves are gone and my thighs got more thinner.  Today is day 6 and I'm doing my same routine

Day7- shopping for new clothes
After doing my morning work out i called Y/F/N to join me at the mall and buy new clothes. Louis is actually gonna be home tomorrow. And I'm gonna let him explain himself before i forgive him though.

(At the mall)
"Y/N look at this dress it will look perfect on you!"Y/F/N said "hmm... Let me try it"i said and grab the beautiful black dress and changed into it. I look to the mirror and gasp wow this dress looks so pretty. I quickly walk back outside where my friend is waiting.
When she saw me she gasp "Woah! That look so good on you! You look totally sexy right now!"she compliments me. Feeling my cheek burn "C'mon we gotta buy it"she says.

And the day continues buying clothes and other things

*the day after*
Today is the day I'm gonna fetch Louis at the airport. I'm wearing my black dress right now. Hope this will turn out well...

Louis' POV
"We arrive at our destination please check all your stuffs and make sure they are complete thank you"the woman says. I checked my baggages and make sure the're complete yup its complete. I hope Y/N is fetching me..

I then snap out of my thoughts cause i need to go out now.. Gosh i feel so guilty. Why do i even have to say that?! Ugh! I'm so angry at myself right now! God dammit

I am now looking every where looking for Y/N. Then i saw her......
Woah is that really her? I walk towards her and tap her shoulders. What the heck!? She's so hot wearing this black dress. "Y/N? Is that you"i ask i can feel her tense and turn around facing me. Shit she's so hot and beautiful.

"Oh hi Louis"she says looking down now. "C'mon we need to go home the paps will start to gather up here"she says as she holds my hand making me feel electricity ignite in me

"U-uh yeah sure"i said

*In the house*

"Y/N? Why did you do this? Your already perfect as you are!"i said "I just want to be in shape why... Does it look bad?"she asks me . look bad? She is boiling hot right now even the boys in the airport earlier keeps looking at her up and down undressing her in their eyes.

"No you look amazingly pretty"i said "Louis can you explain why you have to say all that"she says. "Its just... I dont know actaully and thats not important now. I love you Y/N please don't leave me . i dont care what shape you are! Yu are amazing in what you are"insaid truthfully i can see a tear escape her eyes.

"I won't leave you Louis.... And i love you too"she says and lean closer to me
Then her lips is on mine kissing me rough oh i know whre is this going...

The end

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