he blames you

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I  am sitting in couch waiting for Louis to come home. I will miss him so much! His about to leave for tour tomorrow. I'm  snap out of my thoughts when i heard the door slams "Louis?!"i yelled no response heard.

I walk towards the door and there he is looking angry....
"Why the fuck did you tell star magazine about how i was when Eleanor broke up with me!"he yelled. Is he seriously blaming me for something i didn't do? "I was here the entire day Louis! And I couldn't do such a thing"you yelled back. "Liar! You're the only one who knows about my past! You know what I'm done with this conversation I'll sleep with Liam. And you should stop lying for once eh?"he said then run past me getting his suit case.

Then running back to the door the  slams it shut. Not a word said.

Why would he blame me for something i didn't do anyways? Yeah i know his past but their is another person who knew too.

I check the clock seeing its past midnight already and Louis won't even say bye to you tomorrow and he even promise to bring me too tour!

I guess that won't be happening.i went to bed and cried to sleep.

2 days later
Louis won't even answer my calls right now. It always went straight to voice mail

It only means he still thinks I'm a liar. Great really great. I decided to check if he's online on skype. Yez! He is i click on the call button but he ignored it. I called again and finally he answered "yes finally!!"you yelled hoping he didn't heard you.

"What do you want? Be honest now"he says. I'll admit that hurts... Am i really a liar to him?

"Listen okay?! I didn't said anything to any magazines! Why wouldn't you believe me?"i ask/yelled at him. He just huff and rolled his eyes "how could i believe you? I don't even know you anymore!"he yelled back not even sounding guilty.

Suddenly i heard a knock at the door. "Just don't hang up Lou please".

I went to the door opening it to Eleanor?! What is she doing here?

"OMG! Y/N I'm so sorry! I'm the one who told the magazine! I told them it was you because i don't want Louis to hate me. And now i realize what i did to you guys I'm so sorry"she said..

"Look i don't hate you or anything but you need to leave"i snapped at her feeling anger boil inside me
"But Y/N-"
"LEAVE!!!!!"i yelled she nodded and left the house head hung low.

I went back to the living room angrily.putting my head in my hands and let out a loud sob. I didn't even realize I'm crying now.

I'm piss so piss. Louis blamed me for nothing and called me a liar. Ah! This is messed up. I heard Louis call my name. I forgot he's still in skype. I hope he heard what Eleanor said.

"Y/N i heard everything And I'm sorry for blaming you!! Oh god i fee-"before he could say anuthing else i press the end button cutting him off. I'm so angry  and tired i should get some sleep before i eat the whole fridge.

I went to me and Louis' bed. I miss him but I'm to angry to even say a word to him. I should be with him in tour right now but he didn't believe me. I hope he realize that i hate him right now.

I heard my phone buzz. I took my phone and saw that i have a message from Louis

From-Lou<3
Y/N pls. Answer my call i am really sorry please forgive me! I love you and i really miss you.

And lots of sorry messages.
I'll give him what he wants then

To:Lou<3
I love you too but i need rest now so let me sleep will ya TY.

That is a bit hush i admit. But too mad to care.

From:Lou<3
Okay love I'll let you sleep i just want u to know I'm sorry

I shut my phone off and turn the lights off..

In the morning there is a buzz in the bedside drawer. Oh its just my phone. I pick it up and amswer the call not even checking the caller ID.

"Y/N I'm so glad you answered I'm coming home today okay? We'll talk about this alright? We'll fix this okay? Y/N? Y/N? Are you there? Answer me please"he says. I just sigh and end the call.

Fine he'll fix this cause i ain't fixing anything.

I took a bath and decided to wear a floral dress and have a quick walk at the park to think i guess..

LOUIS' POV
Guilt. I hate myself right now. I don't even know what crossed my mind that i have to blame Y/N the love of my life. My angel. The way she hungs up my calls hurts me and always reminds me how i hurt her too.

Finally I'm home! "Y/N! Where are you? I'm home" no response. I check every room in the hpuse and no sign of y/n i panic. Where is she?!!!

I think for a minute then the word park came to my mind. Yes the park! She always walk there if she needs to think.

I got to my car and quickly drove to the nearest park.i got out of the car and walk every where just to find my angel. And there she is sitting on the bench near the lake wearing a floral dress. So beautiful..

I walk towards her "Y/N...."i whisper she heard me and look up wide eyed. "Louis..."she whispered. "I miss you so much baby"i said taking her in my arms. To my suprise she hugs back "i miss you too lou"she says. "I'm really sorry baby. Please please. I love you so much!"i said "i forgive you Louis just please don't blame me on something i didn't do"I nodded and kiss her.

She kissed back "lou do you really have to leave for tour tomorrow?"she whines. What a cutie. "Yes love i need to but don't worry you'll come with me remember that?"i said still hugging her.

"Really?"i nodded she jumps up and down my arm making me chuckle.

"I love you baby"

"I love you too my lou"

Louis Tomlinson preference and imagineWhere stories live. Discover now