i quickly whipped away the tears and shook the horrible memory out if my head and got my self together and got out of the truck and walked in to the house.
"I'm back" i smiled but everyone was asleep sprawled over the floor i laughed alittle but ran upstairs and got a quick bath
i woke up the next morning to hear everyone talking i sighed and got up and got dressed into some blue jeans but i looked at the mirror to see my figure.
"i really am arnt i"i questioned my self
"arnt you what"calum came in my room questionably
"Oh um nothing"I walked over to my closet and picked out a comfy shirt and put it over my tank top and turned back to him"you know your beautiful you shouldn't judge your weight "he said looking at me
"What"
"I saw you looking at your stomach once I walked In so I'm guessing you were talking about your weight"he said scratching the back of his neck I laughed a little but walked past him till he grabbed my wrist and we just looked at each other and he pulled me back into my room.
"Yes"I smiled but he just smirked at me and leaned in and kissed me. For some reason I didn't pull away till it got a little heated "umm I'm sorry"I said turning away from him but he grabbed my wrist once again"I'm not"he chuckled a little
"Why?"
"Why what"he asked curiously
"Why me why would you want to kiss me"
"Your beautiful who wouldn't want to kiss you"I shock my head no and walked away from them and walked down the steps passed the others and out the door down the street to that special place she said we could always talk but once I sat in the grassy spot she wasn't there I waited and Waited till I saw her in the corner of my eye. I looked over to see her smiling over at me
"Grandma "I smiled
"Hey sweetie"but her smile dropped once she saw my smile fade away
"Everything ok"
"Yeah just fine"
"Sweetie "
"Yes grandma I'm fine"I smiled she nodded and walked up to the house and grabbed a box."here this is for you I walked past it yesterday in the store and it reminded me of you "I looked at her and opened to see this beautiful necklace "grandma it looks like yours"
"I know that's why I got it so once I pass you'll always remember I'm always here for you"she smile my eyes started to get watery just thinking of how she had cancer"hey don't cry "
I just smiled at her"go on home and have a fun summer it's not gonna last long "she smiled I nodded and got up hugged her and walked home to see everyone outside "Kayla you ok"Calista said running over to me
"Yeah I just went to see my grandmother"I smiled down at the necklace
"Oh how is she doing"I never actually told Calista about how she had cancer but I needed to tell her
"Um uhh she has cancer and she only has a short time"my voice cracked I looked over at her she had tears in her eyes my grandma was like her grandma
"When did you find out"
"A month or two ago"she nodded and broke down I quickly hugged her "Calista here this was a gift from her to me but your her granddaughter to so here"I took the necklace of and handed it to her she shock her head"I can't"
"Calista it's fine"I put it into her hand I turned to see Luke pulling in and I quickly whipped away the tears. "Hey y'all"he smiled to everyone"hey"he said while hugging me "uh hey"
"So what are we doing today?"Michael asked we all looked around "I don't know"Luke.h said
"I have a plan"Luke.b said
We all nodded but he didn't tell us. Load into the truck and you'll see" he smirked we all pilled into his truck lucky me I had to sit in between him and calum but I closed my eyes and leaned my head onto the seat till my song came on we'll me and calistas our grandma would always sing it to us when we were
I was always the crazy one
I broke into the stadium
And I wrote your number on the 50 yard line
You were always the perfect one
And the valadictorian so
Under your number I wrote "call for a good time"
I only wanted to catch your attention
But you overlooked me somehow
Besides you had too many boyfriends to mention
And I played my guitar too loud.
How do you like me now?
How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standin here today?
I couldnt make you love me
But I always dreamed about living in your radio
How do you like me now?
When I took off to Tennessee
I heard that you made fun of me
Never imagined I'd make it this far
Then you married into money girl
Aint it a cruel and funny world?
He took your dreams and tore them apart.
He never comes home
And youre always alone
And your kids hear you cryin down the hall
Alarm clock starts ringin
Who could that be singin
Its me baby, with your wake up call!
How do you like me now?
How do you like me now,
Now that I'm on my way?
Do you still think I'm crazy
Standin here today?
I couldnt make you love me
But I always dreamed about living in your radio
How do you like me now?
Tell me baby...
I will preach on...
We both sung but once the song finished Luke.b pulled into an amazing place it was so beautiful the guys was staring at us but I pushed calum out of the truck and ran over to near the cliff and looked down to see the ocean hitting the rocks "why here"I asked
"That's not it"he smirked he started to walk to the woods but I didn't want to leave the cliff but I followed behind everyone and saw this beautiful field but I might have tripped and fell on Ashton "I am so sorry"
"It's fine"he said smiling at me
"Uhh ."but it was a long silence till I got up and looked away so he didn't see me blushing but I had the worst pain in my knee only to see blood gushing out
"Here"Ashton took off his bandana and wrapped it around me knee and tried to pick me up but I didn't let him
"What happened to your knee"
"Tripped"
"Are you ok"was the last words I heard
