Part 1 - The concert

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I feel more awake than I've done in many years. Mornings isn't my thing. Usually I would push the snooze button for around ten times before dragging my butt out of bed, but not today. This is the day I've been waiting for. Finally I will see the most beautiful and talented existing thing on this planet, Shawn Mendes.

He have been to Sweden a few times before but back then I couldn't afford it. Technicly I don't do now eaither. While all of my friends are going to adventure parks, shopping and eating dinner out I have been home and watching Tv or something like that. I have saved all my money since this time last year just to go and see him sing live. This whole year I have dreamt of my parents knocking on my door to say they will pay for M&G tickets, but no. I guess I have to be happy with just seeing him.

The first thing I do when I get out of bed is to look myself in the mirror. My dark blonde hair looks like a mess so I just put it up in a messy bun. If I look to the right I will see my suitcase filled with my concert clothes. Then I see my room getting light up, it's my best friend. She has sent a text to check if I'm out of bed. Of course she did that. To be honest, I would've done that too if I had myself as a friend. I can't count on my own fingers how many times I have overslept the past three months.

All morning I'm rushing all over the house to get my last things togheter. I change into comfy clothes, brush my hair and put it into a pony and last I take my phone out of the charger and pack it down.

My mom is driving me to the train station. At this point the exitment is building up inside of me. Just a few hours on the train and in Stockholm before it's time.

-Hanna, over here! my best friends yelling and waving with her left hand.

-Hey Clare! I answer.

-So are you exited? she asks.

-Is that even a question?

Then we walk togheter on to the train. 3 hours and then Stockholm. The whole ride we either watch our favourite YouTube channel or talking about the Concert and listening to Shawn's music. This day were going to be perfect.

As we arrives in Stockhom we both rushes into the bathroom to change into our concert clothes before shopping some food. The next hours will we be spending in a line and we don't want to do that with empty bellys.

The line was already quite long, longer than i expected it to be actually. I started to get nervous. What if we get to stand in the very back?

- The line is already long. Please tell me I wasn't the only one hoping for a spot in the front and getting some eye contact with him? I asked Clare.

- You wasn't alone Hannah...

Seconds, minutes and hours past. The one thing that broke me was when the M&G people got to get in. I just wished I was one of them. Getting to hug him and taking pictures. My imagines didn't have any end.

Finally the doors opened and everyone rushed inside. Me and Clare got places a little bit back but not to bad. Better then I thought just a few hours ago.

Screaming. All I heard was screaming. I had absolutely no doubt of what was going on. Shawn was showing on the stage. There he was, more beautiful then ever and his voice. It's just wow. He was so good live.

The concert was almost over when a big man came up to me. A security guard.

- You there, he said while pointing with his finger at me. - Follow me

What have I done wrong. I haven't thrown anything at Shawn or hit anyone in the audience.

- What have I done wrong?

- Just follow me.

- But I can't leave my best friend. She needs to join me.

- Alright then, just follow me.

We did as he said. We followed him untill he told us to stay. We were backstage at this point. Me and Clare just stood there silent. The only thing we did to communicate was to look at each other. My heart was racing. Why did he bring us here and nobody else.

I heard Shawn finishing the concert. The sadness came over me like a cold shower. All I wanted was to be out there and see my last seen of him. But here I was, backstage. Wait, we are backstage. Right there the reality hit me. We are behind Shawn Mendes stage.

Then, there he was. He had a short sleeved shirt on. It was black with white dots on. He was literally ten meters away from us and he is coming closer! What the actually duck was happening. Shawn Mendes walking against us.

- Hi girls! He greeted us.

- Hey Shawn, I answered. I was so in chock right know.

- I truly understand if you are concerned of why you are standing here and I will tell you. Uhm you, the one with white shirt, can you follow me? (I was wearing a white shirt to the concert)

I threw a quick eye at Clare. She was looking so surprised.

- Of course I can follow you.

We walked away a bit. Around one corner or two. To be honest, all I could focus on was Shawn.

- I guess you have heard about my song I don't even know your name. I just couldn't let that happen again tonight. I saw you and couldn't focus on anything else after that. I just couldn't let you go, I needed to see you so I asked one of my security guards to go get you. So please, tell me your name.

- Wow, that's a lot to take in. Uhm, my name is Hanna and the other girl's name is Clare, she is my best friend. But why, why me?

- You have so nice eyes and I can't even explain why. You just stood there as a light in the crowd. You could have been miles away from me and I would've seen you anyways.

Our talk kept going for another five minutes before we walked back to Clare.  Then Shawn asked one question that was going to change everything...

A/N
Hope you liked my first chapter! I guess it was a little bit to long but I just needed to include this before going on with the rest of the story. Next chapter is coming soon!

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