My thoughts

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Im writing this to you but also to no one. You may read this, you may not. If you are then you may or may not know this is about you.

You. You have been one of the best things that has happened to me. I cant thank you enough. But something has been pulling us apart.
Depression? Anxiety? Love?
I dont know what.
It hurts me to think this but its true. I cant live without you but im slowing beginning to think I have to.

We haven't known each other for long but it feels like decades.

I want to see you. I want to hug you. I want to be there for you when your down because I know you have been there for me.

I feel like you give so much but dont receive enough. I try my best to give but I feel like that's not enough.

I sit here everyday thinking;
What are you doing right now?

Its so hard.
So hard.

When your on the other side of the world. But your still so close, as if we were in the same room.
Maybe we are. Maybe I just dont know it. Maybe your behind me right now, watching me write this.

Do you know its about you?
Do you know how I feel about you?
Do you know I love you?
Because....... I do.

I love you so much.