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"Short stuff, you okay back there ? You look a little pale." Dean asked not taking his eyes off you in the mirror until you looked back at him.It took you a few moments to compose your thoughts into a sentence which strangely came out a lot faster than you pictured with everything on your mind.
"Well, baby lucifer is about to pop and daddy's on his way to pick him up from daycare. It just so happens my boyfriend who is one righteous son of a bitch when he wants to be, is protecting the little monster. Rowena is dead. God is gone. Our only weapon against Lucifer is sitting back at the bunker with a knife in his hand. Oh , did I mention my boyfriend is with some other chick and hasn't returned ANY of my calls."
"I'll take that as a no."Sam chuckled quietly to himself,earning a death glare from you.
"I should never of got out of bed." You said quietly into your hands.This day just seemed to be getting worse.If it wasn't the men of letters or Mary it had to be Lucifer.
"Why's that ?" Sam's voice grew concerned.Even though it was clearly obvious why you were upset he wanted to make sure you could express your emotions around them so that you don't end up having a panic attack. "I have this feeling at the pit of my stomach that everything we love is about to come crashing down.I mean that probably doesn't make sense forget I said anything. " You say and return to looking out the window.
Sam turned his body round and slid his hand over the seat to link it with yours. "No, I feel it to." You knew he wasn't lying not about something like this. A weak smile forced onto his lips which somehow made everything seem better.
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You woke up in the back seat of the impala. You couldn't remember falling asleep or when you arrived at the little cottage that overlooked the lake. The impala usually feels safe but right where you are now nothing could make you feel safe. You were alone in a car hidden between the trees. From what you could see the house looked deserted just like the car.
Where the hell did sam and dean go ?
You tried to open the door of the impala but it was blocked by a tree. You jumped over the seats and climbed into the front to get your gun and angel blade from the glove compartment. Looking in the mirror you see blood running down your face , accompanied by a horrifying message on the back window of the car. "RUN"
With that you practically fall out of Sam's door. You run in the direction of the house. The closer you got the more you could hear screams of agonising pain. You didn't slow down even for a moment, not even when you made it to the house and had to open the door. Instead you just sorta busted it open and turned the handle at the same time.
Making it up the stairs you see Kelly but no Cas or no Sam or Dean. Just Mary coaxing her through the birth.
"Where are they ?" you asked from the doorway in a panic. Mary didn't respond just pointed you in the direction of the backyard.
A yellow glow emanated from behind the curtain on the door. You opened the door and to your surprise it was some portal to another world. Gabriel used to use them to mess with the boys.
Dean and Sam fell from the ray of light landing on the soggy grass. Castiel fell through after with a victorious smile on his face. His eyes caught sight of you standing on the porch. In almost a whisper he mumbles "Y/N".
It took you a moment to take adjust to seeing him again. You loved him and you could finally be with him again. You smiled back and started walking towards him.
You were just about to be reunited with your boyfriend for the first time in months when it all turned to sh*t. Your angel was stabbed in the heart and his grace shown through his vessel.Falling to the ground you sat there until Mary and Lucifer disappeared. Honestly, it was all just a blur. How he died , why he died and how you made it onto the ground holding his head on your lap crying over him.
"Angel wake up , come on wake up.Come back please come back to us darling." You must of stayed like that for what seemed like hours just reliving the moment he died over and over again.
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For weeks you just slept. Sam and Dean came into your room nearly every hour to ask you to if you wanted to hunt or if you wanted to talk. Every time you just said no. Even when they offered to find a way to bring him back.
You finally felt he was never coming back so you waited for Sam and Dean to begone before walking down to the bunkers research room (idk what it's called.) Sitting open on the table was a book about angels Dean was reading. It made you smile that Dean hadn't given up hope ... but you have.
Moving the book underneath you saw two initials "SW" and "DW" just like in the back of the impala.It's a symbol for them , one in which they asked you to be a part of. You politely refused because you believed they would never have to remember you , you would all grow old together bickering over pointless things in a home.
Now you see how unrealistic that dream was. Pulling out your knife from your coat pocket you carved two more initials onto the table "CN" and "(Y/F/I)(Y/L/I)". You threw the knife on the table and walked towards the door of the bunker.
You smiled smugly to yourself realising how perfect of an ending you made to this story.
