Shawn Mendes Imagines

#2

I sigh as i wait for shawn to come home. shawn has been at the studio everyday for week working on his new album. 

He has been coming home late everyday and going to the studio early in the morning. i haven't spent a lot of time with him, to be precise, i haven't had any time with him.

 i miss his hugs, i miss cuddling with him, i miss his soft lips on mine. usually i'd be asleep when he comes home, but tonight i wanted to talk to him.

as i hear the door slam i stand up and walk to the hallway, where a tired Shawn was standing, taking off his jacket. 

"Oh, hi babe, i thought you were asleep" He said coming towards me. He wanted to hug me, but i pushed him away, even though i didn't want to, he deserved it.

"Shawn i can't take this anymore. you coming home late everyday and leaving the house early in the morning. I haven't spent any time with you and i miss you. but i don't want a boyfriend who only focuses on his career more than his girlfriend.

 i may sound extremely selfish, but i want to be happy. i want a boyfriend who i can spend time with, not all the time, but at least some hours a day. i am not happy with you" i say holding back the tears. 

"Were done" 

i look up at see his eyes are filled with tears and he has a sad expression, but yet shocked. "No please don't cry. it wasn't my intension to make you cry" i cried walking over to him, wiping his tears away.

 "please don't leave me, y/n. i promise i'll be home more often, or take a break. please do not leave me" he stuttering, looking into my eyes. 

"That would be amazing, but i don't want you to keep your fans waiting" i say looking down. He lifts my chin up, kissing me roughly, but passionate at the same time.

We lay in bed watching a movie. he turns the tv off,  i lay down as he does the same a few seconds later. He wraps he arms around me and kisses my cheek "

Tonight i'm going to hold you closer than before, so you know where i am" he says. i smile and close my. soon falling asleep, thinking about the amazing man laying right next to me, and will never leave me.

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Tbh i don't know what this is. i love Anjas song where i am  so i wanted to make a imagine out of it, didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be, but let's bare with it <3

- Elanor