Leave Me Behind

My Dreams Hunt My Life

Jocelyn p.o.v

I wake up from a dream. But not just any dream. A dream that I want to become real yet can never happen.

Has it ever happened to you that you want something. Something you desire with all your heart. Yet you can't keep it because you know the world won't let it happen.

Well I dreamed of Canelo. I dreamed of my family. I dreamed of the life we always planned. My parents were still together happy full of love. No lies in between them or the family. We were all playing in the backyard. Volley ball. Young kids vs old people.

Dad was screaming my nam saying "pipesqueak take a break on your old man. We aren't getting younger anytime soon." Canelo would laugh so hard that he would miss the hit. Everyone was happy. Hell even Andrew was there. Then everything changed.

It was dark and windy. I was out in the middle of the football field. All the lights were on yet it was still dark. The moon was hidden. I kept hearing my name all around. I looked at the bleachers and screamed. My family lay there full of blood. Not only them but my friends and Canelo's family. I saw rocky in front of me still alive. He was barking at me. As I he was going to attack me.

All of the sudden Andrew appeared and Rocky disappeared. He was running toward me telling me to run. His face showed fear. Something he never would have showed to anyone. I just stood there frozen. He ran toward me and stood in front of me. He hugged me really tight before he faced the direction he was running from. All of the sudden I heard a shot. Instantly he fell. And I finally woke up.

I woke up on the sofa. And thanks to my reaction I fell down. Hitting myself on the butt hurt. Looking at my dresser I noticed it was still early. I got up and changed. I put on running shorts another lose tank top my sports bra and my free runs. Rocky was still asleep on my bed. I walked out and went into the kitchen. I got a post it and wrote:

mom I had a bad dream I need to clear my head. Went out for a run took my phone don't worry text when u start cooking my omelet. :) jk

Then I ran up to my room to grab my keys along with my phone ad earbuds.

While rushing down the gateway I got a text. Well make that two texts. One from Andrew and another one from Logan. I read Andrew's first. " I dreamed of u are u ok?" It's all he said. Sheesh talk about bluntness. Quickly I replied "yea in good I dreamed about u too scary shit. Umm... U know ppl now a days say good morning then their real reason hence the curtesy. " I sent it then checked Logan's. "you won't believe me but I saw u run down me street not too long ago blur shorts green shirt. " I smiled and said yea.

I kept running around th blocks near home. I stopped at a park to stretch and noticed two more messages. Andrew's said " I'm not most people you should know that. Tell you what meet me tomorrow at an ice cream shop near your house so we can talk. Please Ale good morning btw..." I smiled " yea sure ok" then I looked at Logan's. "I'm running to the park meet you there." Ok weird I'm at the park and I can't see him.

Suddenly two arms wrapped themselves around my waist. Knowing the feeling I turned to see Logan. He was wearing shorts with no shirt whatsoever. Man he looked bomb. There was and eight pack in full display. I noticed women began to slow down. Women of all ages. They appreciated the view.

" hey #3 did some ever tell you to put on a shirt?" I asked. He smiled and shook his hair that was dripping with sweat. "Yea they did but then again I'm sure you like the view" cocky hmm. I took my phone out again stepped back and too a picture of him. I looked at it and man he made the picture look model worthy. "What's that for?" he asked all defensively. "Well I was told that if I liked something I saw I should take a picture cause it would last longer." I smiled and took the bold move to peck him in the mouth before sprinting in the opposite direction. I ran as fast as I could all the way to the hill.