my story

my story that never been told

when I was little maybe around 7 years old

I was bullied through 4th and 5th grade

I was getting called a slut, a bitch, and a moron and more stuff that I can never explain

and I never told anyone I will always cry in my room and I would cut away my pain

and yeah I used to cut when I was 7

I would always fake a smile around my parents and pretend that's everything was alright

but really everything was not

but what made me feel better

was listening to music and watching vines cause they make me laugh and smile

and I love to smile

so at the middle of the school year

I was getting pushed and threatened when nobody was around

I was so scared that I wanted to move away from the people and the city

I couldn't take all the bullshit anymore

I wanted to die, I wanted to run away and never come back

I never wanted to be in a school with the girl that made fun of me and teased me

I only had one friend that was there for me but I never told her anything cause I thought that she would laugh and judge me

so I waited a bit longer to tell her  everything that been happening to me

so on my special day.... my birthday

April 16

that's when I went to the hospital because I starved myself for maybe a week or two

I had my sister there crying her eyes out

right by my bed

holding my hand, cause we both have the same birthdays

her name is Correen Kakegamic

she's my roll model, she's my hero

she taught me how to believe in myself and not to never give up

and so when I got out 2 days later

I went back to school and everything was the same

I was still bullied and really I just wanted it to end

so at lunch I had my food spilled on me

so that's when I told her... my friend kendra Chapman

she helped me through everything

and right now

were not friends...

she... she was never my friend until the day she stood up for me

so right now were more like sisters

and now the bullying has stopped cause all because of her

she is just the most important person of my life

without her I wouldn't be alive right now

and yet I am

cause all because of her

if anyone hurted her I would beat the crap out of them

if your reading this kendra

I love you

and I don't ever wanna lose u

you mean the world to me

your my sister and no one can break that

I just wanna be there for her every step of the way

and she will always have a shoulder to cry on

and someone to turn too

ever since the bullying ended

I was happy

I felt so free

and I'm glad I didn't end my life

so that's it

I have more too tell but I just wanna keep it to myself and too the most special girl of my life :))

ok bye guys :))

thanks for reading xoxo