TRIGGER WARNING!!!
This episode contains self harm and suicidal thoughts. Viewer discretion advised.
Tate's POV-
I can't believe I did it again. I keep losing her.. It feels like every moment is me losing her over and over and over again. I'm not sane. I'm not changed. I'm not okay. And the worst part is, I'd do all those things I've done again. In a heartbeat. If I even had any. He thought. Tate fucked up again. His twisted mind is not capable of realistic love. He sat in the basement shaking. He went over to a shelf, grabbed some leftover cocaine and put it on his chair. He sat crisscross on the floor in front of the chair and lined up the drugs. He grabbed a shortened straw and snorted it up his nose. Fuck I wish I could feel that rush. Too bad I'm dead. Fuck this. He put away the drugs and slammed his head onto the concrete, hardened floor multiple times. I love you. I love you. I love you.
Violets POV-
Asshole. He doesn't know love. I loved him. I really did. And he had to go and fuck it up.. But it's not his fault. This house drove him crazy. I just can't be with a murderer. He scares me. He scares the shit out of me. Her thoughts were interrupted when a bloody figure came into the room. Tate. He had "taint" carved into his chest. "WHAT THE FUCK?", Violet screamed, and bursted out sobbing. "D-do you love me V-Vi?", he asked, and every time Violet cried, he slashed his wrists. "Y-YES, YES TATE! JUST STOP!", she sobbed. She smacked the razor out of his hand.
-Fast Forward to an Hour Later-
"Tate, why'd you do this to me?", she said, while wiping the blood off his chest and applying pressure and peroxide to his wrists. "Do what?", he asked. "You ruined my life.", she explained. "You hurt me, Tate!", she raised her voice. He started to tear up. "I cant help my mind or thoughts or actions Vi.. I thought you understood that?", he asked. "And I do..", she explained. "Violet?", he asked. "Yeah Tate?", she said. "Do you love me?", he asked. "Stop.", she said. "What?!", Tate said between tears. "Stop requiring my approval or love. You don't need me. You were doing just fine before me. You ruined my life and I don't want to see you after this.", she said. She applied tons of pressure to his wrist, hoping to hurt him. "That can't hurt me.", he said. "I don't care. Put your damn sh--", she said, getting interrupted by Tate kissing her, and straddling her. "What the fuck Tate?!", she said.
To Be Continued. 😏 Slight bit of arousing in this ep, am i right?? 🤘😂
