I Bet

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by AdalineWaco

by AdalineWaco

I bet if I asked you to, you would touch me the way my adolescence needs. Because that's how you all are. No matter what.

I bet if I asked you "Why" instead of letting you kiss me, you would pull away. You would nonverbally "K" me, and continue to kiss me. I bet I would let you

I bet if I reminded you that I didn't want a relationship and that you were okay with that once you would protect yourself and let me go as If I didn't mean anything to you. I bet I don't.

I bet I could ask you to talk to me and you could easily distract me with that smile, and your voice. I bet I would forget everything I was saying and give you the full power of my conversation.

I bet if I told you how I might like someone else and that it didn't matter because again, I didn't want a relationship you would get mad at me. I bet you would second guess all my actual feelings for you.

I bet you're one of those people who hypocritically explains that it is NOT okay to like more than one person (even if you're single), EVEN THOUGH, you have every Carry, Ashley, Meghan, and Hailey in your contacts.

I bet you thought my heart fluttered when you told me you would make my contact "Main". I bet you didn't know that it made me want to rip my hair out and smack my head on the table because my friend Undesirable was whispering to me that I wasn't enough. I bet I am not enough for you.

I bet if I had the chance to really talk to you we wouldn't have the same conversation in my head. We wouldn't talk like lovers, equals, or friends.

I bet that if I bring up "I can be there for you mentally, and physically but not emotionally." you would become protective again, or tell me "I've changed my mind." I bet I haven't

I Bet, but I would never put money on it. Money is value, and my words do not sell well to those who do not want them. I am penniless, but I bet, nonetheless.