We're broken people.

Where am I?

Cameron's Pov:

"I love you to death Alex. I would die in order to save you. You mean the world to me and I would go crazy without you. I love you little dude." I said kneeling on my knees in order to hug my brother.

"I love you to sis. Your my role model and if I die just know I'll always be there." He pointed to my heart.

He gave me a hug and I was delighted to know that I will always have him. I will watch him grow and mature into a young boy. I won't let him go even if it means killing myself.

Out of nowhere he was ripped out of my arms and thrown onto the floor.

"Cameron help me!" He yelled and started screaming for help.

I couldn't stand up and I was still in the same spot. I saw a car approaching and Alex was on the road.

"Alex get up. Hurry there's a car coming. GET OUT OF THERE! ALEX PLEASE!" I said screaming. I tried getting up. I can't move. I can't feel my body.

"I can't move. I don't know please help me." Alex said looking at me with pleading eyes.

"I can't." I looked down in shame and tried to move my legs with my arms. I kept trying and I was finally free.

When I looked back up the car came.

"Goodbye sis. I love you. At least you tried." The car came. I saw the driver I think I've seen him before.

"NOOOOOO!" I can't lose you. I can't.

Ω*Ω*

I jolted up awake. I can't breath. I'm useless. Where am I?

I see people coming into the room and they are trying to help me.

"Take deep breaths. In and out. In and out. Ok yeah just like that." The person said. Where was I?

I did as I was told and I could breath again. Where is Alex?

"I'm Doctor Royal. Do you remember what happened?" He asked getting out his clipboard and writing something in it.

"Yeah there was a crash that me and my brother got into." I said frantically. That was the worst day of my life.

"Well ok Cameron it says here that you suffered a broken leg, a broken arm, fractured your ribs and you got some stitches on your head. Well you have to be here for at least 2 more days." The Doctor said looking at me with pity.

"Can I see Alex. I have to know if he's okay. Please. He's my brother and I can't live without him." I said already pulling the covers of me with my left arm. The right arm is the one that I broke.

"Ok but first I need a nurse that can get you into a wheelchair." He said already going out of the room.

I see my legs and notice how burnt they look. I can't feel them. I can't move them at all. I'm left with my own thoughts and wonder if Alex is going to be ok or if winter is ok. I just can't go through with this.

The nurse came in and he helped me get into my wheelchair.

"Thank you. Can you take me to Alex's room. My brother." I said already wanting to see him.

"Ok." He said.

We got to Alex's room and I noticed how many wires he was hooked up to.

I chocked on a sob and let the tears fall down.

He rolled me to the edge of the bed and left the room.

I looked down in shame and I couldn't believe this. My brother is in the hospital because of my fault.

I started crying and I took the hand of Alex.

"Alex I'm here. It's your sister Cameron. I love you little bro. This is all my fault. I'm sorry. I- I so sorry that this had to happen. I love you to the moon and back. Please don't leave me. I need you. Your the only one there for me. Please don't leave. P- please." I hugged his little body and my body shook from my cries. Please don't die on me.

I felt a pair of tiny arms wrap around my body.

"I love you to sis. Don't forget that. This is not your fault. I won't leave you behind." He said into the side of my neck.

"Please don't leave me little bro." I said still hugging him.

"I won't leave you. Are you okay?" He asked. I let go of him and and sat at the edge of the bed.

"I'm fine." I said trying to sound like I was saying the truth.

"Sis I known you for a long time. No you are not fine. I can see behind the mask that you show to people. I can see that your in pain. I can see that. Why because I am your brother and family always sticks together. I will be there and I will get rid of the pain. I won't leave you. But I can't promise that. I know I'm going to die but promise me that you will move on. Promise." He said taking it his and and sticking the pinky out.

"I can't promise that I'm sorry. But I'll try." I said and taking my pinky and shaking his pinky.

He giggled when I did that. Such old memories of when we used to do that.

"I love you sis." He said.

The machine started beeping crazy. I quickly took my wheelchair and used my arms to move it. I went into the hallway and I yelled that my brother is dying.

I quickly rolled back into the room. I see doctors trying to stabilize him.

Alex arches his back and takes his last breath of air. I hear the machine. It's not beeping anymore. I can't lose him not now not ever.

"No Alex I can't lose you." I said. I pulled at my hair and screamed in frustration.

"I'm sorry for your loss." The doctor said and put a blue sheet over his little body.

I went over to Alex's side and kissed his hand one more time.

" I'll miss you. I won't ever forget you." I said feeling a pang in my heart.

I can't breath. I fall to the floor and lay there all by myself. I can feel my soul being taken from me. I can feel my heart shattering into pieces. I lay there crying. I'm alone in this world from now on.

The nurses come in and take me back to my room. I just lay there like a zombie and don't say anything. Just laying here by myself without a soul. Without a heart.

I can't little brother. I can't do this. I will always remember you when I look up into the starts and see you dancing with the angels.

Goodbye. Forever.