How I lost you

PART 3

It's been 3 hours.

This couldn't be happening.

I ran upstairs and later on my bed and stared at the ceiling.

I rolled over and grabbed the picture of me and him. We were kissing and hugging eachother. it was from prom. Me in my blue puffy dress and him in his black suit.

He was perfect.

His wavy brown hair.

His brown deep eyes.

Everything about him.

He was a bug part of me that I'm never willing to lose. I hugged the picture.

"Please never let me go. Please." I whispered.

I walked to my mirror and leaned. I stared hard at myself. I wiped off all my makeup and got on my sweatpants from volleyball, right along with my volleyball sweatshirt.

I took another little mirror and faked a smile. A tear slid down my cheek. I threw the mirror as hard as I could at the wall. It shattered everywhere. glass covering my carpet around the rimming of the mirror. I picked up the necklace that was on my neck and looked at it. I clenched it with my fist. I knew I wasn't going to take it off. I realized that the Forever 21 bag was still outside.

I went outside and picked up the bag that was on the cement.

I didn't look at it. i just walked back inside. On the white couch there was Brents sweatshirt. I picked it up and hugged it.

My phone started ringing.

It was mom.

"Hello?"

"Hi Rose how everything at home? Sorry I didn't tell you me and your dad left to go to California."

"Why didn't you bring me?"

"You had Brent here and you were alsleep."

I sighed. "It's fine I guess."

"Well is Brent still there?"

I sat there in silence.. what was I going to say?! Nothing?

"Rose?"

"Um.. no.."

"Why did he leave you, he never does that?"

"It wasn't meant to be mean"

"Oh well if you need to talk call me, love you, bye."

"Bye."

I plopped on the couch and moaned. Life was ruined for me at that point.

I was nothing with out him.

He's my other half.

The other half of my heart.

I was broken.